秋　の　家。。

My Friend ...

2010-12-15T03:07:00.004+08:00

Thank you for being my good friend for this few weeks ...

We got soooooo close after 2 days of knowing each other ...

Went out yum cha till midnight was FUN ...

You never say tired ...

You never complain ...

You never whine ...

And now ...

Turns to ...

Everyone is saying ...

Both my room mates are count down-ing ... =="

I told you ...

I'm not interested ...

Because of my current feelings ...

I were touched ...

What you did that night ...

What I warned you ...

I hope ...

I don't ...

I scare ...

You're only a ...

Sorry ... for the time being ... even I wanted it ... very much ...

- 楊千嬅 - 可惜我是水瓶座 - even though I am not 水瓶座 (^.<)

Coincidence??

2010-11-29T03:10:00.002+08:00

I don't know when
I don't know how
But I know something is starting right now~

Yes, it is a song lyric but it relates to my feeling right now.

I always bump into people when they are really PISSED OFF!!! Coincidence?? or fated?? or I'm just facing FP aka face problem??

Been through last semester 2-3 times, OH!! that was "ME" causing the pissing off~ ==" yeah, I'm always a trouble maker that no one can endure, if can, I salute!!! But so far, record is still null.

In 2nd semester, someone caused another person pissed off and that "another person" need someone to talk with, and found ME!!(maybe I'm just TOO hardcore online and doesn't mind people sms-ing, fb-ing or msn-ing meALL the time even I'm freakishly BUSY) telling me how he'd gone through his day and everyone kept on picking him to do stuff when he'd declined them properly but still people insisted him to do. Complicated to understand?? Go learn your English!! Before that, I think I'd been with another person with pissing off feeling too, but he gave me the feeling he'd gave up on helping because he couldn't do anything anymore, plus, he's not in that division and everything planned out so 'suddenly' and lack of man power obviously!! anyway, he did make up for another event, I think which is a bigger and awesome event (^.^) too bad I didn't attend due to some personal reason.

And coincidentally, both these person got pissed off of the same case, "Car Case". They're the GUY, some how being showered by societies by the 'responsibility' of fetching and driving ==" weird eh?? and when a girl said "Hard to drive at night" is totally a bullshit and an excuse for a guy. In my opinion, I DUNNO!!! I drive like kanasai!! Will only cause accident on the road and make other driver life miserable. But for me, I love people fetching me at night, especially a guy, safer?? Maybe, but the feeling is really nice and secure!! I love traveling by car at night!!

Ooookkkk, I lost my inspiration to blog on what I wanna blog. ROFL!!! That person back to his normal self, I think. Hopefully, my sense were right just through sms (>.<)" No need for me to emo and worrying. This week passed, I'm a VICTORIOUS!!

Hoping that he'll make my way,
Serene

Selfish Thoughts 01

2010-11-19T02:17:00.003+08:00

I am annoying

I am selfish

I have a SUPER sucky attitude

and most importantly

I am nothing but a bothersome and a burden to you

I'll leave

I'll disappear

I'll stop

Good luck for you

Self-requirements

2010-11-17T02:52:00.003+08:00

Self-requirements?? What self-requirements am I talking about?? academic?? pfffttt~ My self-requirement for academic dropped ever since streamyx reached my house ROFL unbelievably streamyx affected my academic result badly. I remembered how I chase/fight for the best result. I made sure every paper I sat, I got an improvement except BM ==" even if the subjects were hard, I'll still maintain mark. It's MARK not grade. Let say Grade B is 60-79, I got 70, I'll make sure I remain in 70 range, not below it even though it's still under Grade B but 60 and 70?? See the big gap in between??

Ok, back to topic, my self-requirement this time is about my future boyfriend. pfffttt~ Serene wanted a boyfriend?? Wonder if it's almost the end of the world. Wonder who's the unlucky guy getting Serene. One good thing I have to say about myself is I don't spend money on make ups and I don't waste time on make ups(DUHH) and those girlish stuff. BUT BUT BUT, I waste my time in bathroom bathing, ROFL!!! I'm sure EVERY girl about 90% made a list of requirements they wanted from their boyfriend, no doubts!!! why?? Because a girl like me always got complains from friends "Open-minded girl", "over reacted girl", "hyperactive", "Not feminine", too, have list of requirements of a boyfriend, IMPOSSIBLE, other girls DON'T!!

So, typical Serene listing out requirements of her future boyfriend, a few years ago:

MUST taller than me. I'm already very short, shorter than me will be blacklisted IMMEDIATELY!!
Must know IT/gadgets stuff. I don't want a person doesn't know IT/gadgets, talking to such person will end up a duck talking to a chicken. Preferably from IT courses.
Have sense of humor.
Ambitious (Who would want a boyfriend who doesn't have ambition)
No Smoking. SMOKER?? Blacklisted from FRIEND LIST as well

Habits I don't mind my boyfriend having:

Gamer. Dota, L4D, CS etc etc I don't mind even he's a hardcore as in really love those game and really need to have a few matches a day. I can tolerate with that because I watch dramas and I'm not free 24/7 too. But, please don't be TOO hardcore till left me alone(at least let me join in the game lar) and forgotten about studies
Alcoholic drinker, since I love drinking alcohol too (^.^)V
Love going out yum cha and ended up sleeping late

These are the list I listed out when I were still consider "young", still high school maa~ with those naive and picky thinkings of such guy actually exist?? even if he existed, he's probably taken.

This list can go into dustbin now. It's no longer needed nor followed. Ever since I got into University life, it's no more mixing with just only your age, class or same faculty friends. It's all about mixing around in your university, and friends you would get to know will not all be the same age as you anymore.

As I mentioned, preferably IT course guys because obviously they speak gadgets/IT but I see it wrongly, people who can speaks it need not be in IT, they could be other than IT but still knowledgeable. I have friends who studies other course but damn good in IT, better than me summore >.<" instead of the normal situation, instead of they come to me asking for IT source, I have to go to them. Irony huh? Sorry to say, my high school has less IT fella(actually I found none), even a NOOB IT fella like me was treated like an IT GODDESS, and my Computer Club was conducted by students and teachers have no ideas what we were discussing =="

Looking through my list again, I don't see any picky requirements >.<" normal and acceptable, pfftt~ But most important of all is my boyfriend can endure my annoying-childish-bratzy behaviors >.>" and love me for who I am, accept all my defects, love them all even though sometimes truly drive them crazy. I accept yours as much as you accept mine. I only want and wish to have a loving boyfriend that able to control my attitudes, need not be romantic in others eyes because you are mine and I am yours. And you need not shower me with your money, I don't mind paying my own meals because I don't need you to do so. I believe love is not only about treating/paying your partners everything.

I'm not searching hard now, I am enjoying my life so far. Leave everything to the god to decide my future and fate.

Toodles,

Aki

P.S: Sorry if you find it confusing, I wrote this in the middle of the night 5am. Not awaken in the middle of the night, is I did not sleep AT ALL!!

P.S: My "get-off" time is only 3am, don't worry it's not a mistake because I started blogging at 3am and stopped at 3.30am, went out, came back around 5.30am and continue blogging.

As being said~!!!

2010-11-09T19:47:00.002+08:00

Previous post of mine: Rules??

I broke them ALL!! as said by him (T.T) "You already got what you wanted, obviously you will not follow those rules anymore la"

I wanna show him I WILL NOT!! Even though, no more earnings.

But

Disappointing!! I broke them all without me realizing it. I didn't realize I'd been sleeping at 3AM+ almost everyday, not even once earlier than that (maybe yes about 5-10mins early) Any difference?? (>.<")

I'm truly sorry for not acknowledging your teachings and lessons anymore. Ya, you're right, I am a hopeless gal that will never learn and turn the bad to good, instead kept on blaming own self, to improve myself to be better is almost impossible (excuses)

But, I still remember what you told me and will continue to strike harder to change my bad habits into good habits *finger crossed*

Cheerios,

Aki

PS: I have my own reasons why I kept on declining your awesomely drooling offers. Man, you have to stop doing that, it's seriously serious tempting. But, I am glad I were at home when such offers offered, still able to tahan *evil laugh*

Rules??

2010-10-27T11:37:00.007+08:00

A little short post.

Rules??

What are rules??

As I know since young:

Rules ARE meant to be broken

YUP!!!

And so, I'm breaking all the rules I can break now

YES!!

Including yours!!

Well, since I already got what I wanted

and you already gave me what you promised

No doubts for a spoil bratz to take back her words

It's nice breaking the rules

Go against the law

Go against everything that has been set

Nice to make someone headache

Those feelings I got in return is no other than PLEASURE

BUT

Deep inside

That spoil bratz is still following your rules

Quietly

Silently

Without your knowledge

Without your concern

Without your gifts

Because, she knows

Your rules are for her own good

And hope that one day

She'll turn from a spoil bratz to a true girl

Sleepless Nights

2010-10-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

I didn't get enough sleep for these few days (T.T) What I blogged last post, I were excited about movie watching on last Sunday, so I couldn't get myself sleep "properly" on Saturday's night, worrying this and that *sigh* well, it's normal for people to get anxious and excited the day before they're going out (>.<)

When I thought I could restore my sleep on Sunday's night since Monday class is in the afternoon but, blame me!! for addiction to online *sigh* ended up sleeping at 3AM!! Monday morning woke up at 11.30AM, found out that Physics report needs to be passed up before 12PM!! SHIT!!! 30 minutes LEFT!! Somehow finishes on time but cheated *sigh* I'll never repeat such act anymore, seriously I may get a heart attack. Although I slept at 3am but it was a nice sleep, a thorough sleep till morning without any disturbance such as HEAT!! The temperature was nice and cooling somehow on Monday. Classes till 7PM is not a joke, it WAS suppose to be tiring but somehow I felt fun in Monday's class ONLY last Monday (>.<)||. Dinner with Andy, Henry, Jez and Kent in cyberia and had my COKE no doubt. For the whole dinner time, we talked through about Chinese old dramas with those kung fu master skills, shocking there are people who watch such dramas and really get to know it in details, I thought I was the weird one.

Just when I thought of going back hostel and rest + bath, message received asking me to head down parking place to collect my stuff, oppss, my friend's stuff, since he already drove his car and waiting downstairs, couldn't reject *sigh* Tiredly and lazily moved my butt and legs which is 3 floors high, it was annoying. Well, that's the "not nice" part but at least he cheer me up, asking me interested to go "COKE" or not?? Due to laziness and tiredness, I couldn't hear well of his words but "COKE" word is the only word I heard ROFL, that word forgets my tiredness and laziness *evil laugh* *runs up my room and took my wallet* Okay, so he brought me to COKE and I simply wanna him to drive further, simply being an annoying-bratz-princess and nicely torturing him *evil laugh* ended up COKE + Mcflurry in MCD AGAIN!! This time I managed to refilled 3 times, 2 times finishing there, 3rd times refilled and left in the car until reach my room, nicely sipping it (^.^) On the way back, in the car Zzzz it was errrr kinda errr sorta errr .... never mind, let's just be a secret between me and him, alright??

Again, I overdose COKE, the next morning, damn STOMACHACHE!!! Regrets?? Nehhh~~ By the way, I lied LOL~ my class starts in the morning 9AM, was actually having same time with you but doesn't matter because it was only an hour class and I have 4 hours break after that (^.^). This whole story tells that I missed my early sleep on Monday again because COKE, YOU DISTRACTED ME!!! It's Tuesday today, will I be sleeping early?? Was DAMN sleepy just now, COKE-ed, sleepiness reduced.

COKE-girl,

Aki

Tired Long Day

2010-10-18T00:55:00.005+08:00

Saturday night received a call from Aunt Sui Keow asking wanna join in dinner with Stevie and his family in Klang, it's definitely a YES since I still have to travel back Cyberjaya. Then, asked me to find times to watch movie in The Garden 3D version. Must not be too late or too early ==" 2 o' clock seems to be the best timing.

Everyone agreed, and The Garden 3D version cost RM28 per seat!!! 9 tickets = RM265.50 transactions. First time, transacting such AMOUNT and not using MY account *evil laugh* Reached The Garden, Stevie's parents asked "You came alone?? Parents??" after that, Kwee Tai asked the same question ==" so both of them were like shocked of me A girl going all the way to MidValley alone!! at least with Sean also consider BETTER than being ALONE. Why the shocked?? Before that, Sui Keow was shocked as well but gotten used to it and ACTUALLY happy because she doesn't need to come all the way to Selayang to pick me up ==". All those aunties already a MOM so they KNOW the fear of letting own child going out alone ESPECIALLY a GIRL!!

The first praise from Stevie:

Sui Keow: Which seats you want?? I dunno whether Serene knows how to choose.
Stevie: Aiyo, don't worry la. Serene SURE know. She watches movies more than us FOR SURE!!!
(Stevie said that CONFIDENTLY, Sui Keow was SHOCKED)

So, everything was not settled by Saturday midnight because Maybank account not enough money ==", maybank CDM machine out of service, needs to wait till morning to CDM in another Maybank franchise.

Because of that problems, I slept at 4.30am and woke up at 10am. Rushed through booking + breakfast + bath + class at 11.10am!! While bathing, suddenly receive another call saying need extra 2 more seats!! WTF~ Sean was badminton-ing, he will never hear his phone message ringing, how on earth to get TAC?!?! Reconfirmed, no need to book anymore, that seriously pissed me off. And yeah, I didn't get enough sleep for the whole night!! After class, rushed to KTM, rushed to MidValley, rushed to The Garden (Seriously got lost on the way to GSC Garden)

Yum cha-ed with uncles and aunties after movie since still having 1 extra hour before starting journey to Klang *sigh* A few praises from Stevie.

While on the way back to MidValley from Garden, there's a bridge link which Sui Keow doesn't know about.
Stevie: Let's use this way (bridge link)
Sui Keow: Eh, this way can link through??
Stevie: Yeah, there's actually 3 ways
Serene: Yup (begin telling where's the 3 places)
Stevie telling Sui Keow: Wahhh, by the way Serene speaks shows that she's no more ordinary girl. Really know the ways around here jor *wink*
(Indirectly meaning I'm no more a girl that stays in house all the times and ALREADY start coming out and lepak)
Serene: *smiles back*
Stevie: Very good arr, won't get tricked by people easily and know how to find ways through without parents.

(Reached Centre Court, wanna head to Yum Cha)
Stevie: Aiya, I forgot which way tim. Sui Keow, where's the KTM??
Sui Keow: Huh?? I dunno wor
Serene: *points to the direction*
Stevie: Sui Keow, see Serene also knows the way. Good good~ Serene, you know where's Warung right??
Serene: Yeah, it's just outside KTM.
Stevie: Serene, please bring Sui Keow to the place. Sui Keow, Serene knows where it is, follow her.
(Cool~~ Acknowledged as a sense of direction girl)

Yum Cha-ing time, chatted with Stevie's parents. Another praised.

Stevie: Wow, Serene can entertain with elderly!!
Sui Keow: She knows how to chat politely and lengthen the conversations
Stevie: With no fears and shy. Very socialize.
(I got blurred, Stevie explained "A lot of people especially your age have fear and shy communicating with elderly. Their fears are very obvious but you have no fear or shyness at all and manage to communicate casually like with Sui Keow and Ah Mun but they're different because they took care of you since you were a baby. Amazingly, even you and I too can chat well. Ah Mun bugged in "Maybe because she's used to mix with us that's why she's not afraid" This conversation reminds me of Victor's word "Muka Tembok" Most importantly, Stevie's parents speaks Cantonese, why wouldn't I get along well?? But before that, even Kent said the same thing to me (>.<))

Funny thing, was already above Jusco but Ah Mun brought me to Metrojaya, knowing it's wrong, walk all the way back to Jusco again!! Was wearing 3 inches heels and he was carrying his baby ROFL so both of us suffered!!

In Klang dinner time!! Talked A LOT!!! All about gadgets, IPHONE 4G!! History of Apple's, launching of Iphone 1G, 2G, 3G, 3Gs and 4G, OS 4 advantages and disadvantages bla bla bla ... I-City~~ Okie!! I wore 3 inches heels walking around I-City!! Daddy and Ah Mun teased "You helping to plant paddy is it??" ==" I took Ah Mun's camera for shooting, alright!!! Downgraded!! I don't remember how to set the correct aperture and mode function anymore!! All pictures taken by me were TERRIBLE!! Managed to brush up a bit with more snapping >.<|| but got bored because almost every "lights" are the same pattern and crowded with people so I just hand over the camera back to Ah Mun and let him do the job unless he wants me to snap family pictures.

After everything, back to Cyberjaya and till now, I haven't started revision on Math Probability for Quiz tomorrow and Physics Lab Report still BLANK!! Something I remembered, 3 weeks consecutively I went out on Sunday.

1st: Gold Coast Sepang

2nd: LowYat

3rd: Klang

Will there be next week?? 3 consecutive weeks cracking head on what to wear!! and wore contact lens which I don't do last time. Seems like next week having plan going PD with JCS but am not fully confirmed yet. If that's so, alright 1 month going out.

Dozed off,

Aki

Inner Feeling

2010-10-12T01:09:00.003+08:00

I miss you

When I don't see you

I got nervous

When I receive your call/sms

You kept on

Flashing in and out in my mind

I remembered

Fun times we had together

I'll ended up

Smiling

What are all these??

What could this means??

I thought of "Love" at first but it's a weird way for me to fall for you in this way. Perhaps it's an admiration. Admiration for me is a "pass-by" feelings, it'll disappear after some times. A few days to a few months but this feeling never "pass".

After some times of not seeing you, I really felt fine and finally things start to show positive signs BUT ... when you asked me out for dinner/movie, my heart was beating out of rhythm. Excited + nervous, what ever I were trying to accomplish FAILED!! I couldn't wait to see you.

Have I really fall for you?? When will this ends?? What will happen to us if you know it IS you, when I already know you have no feelings on me?? Will we ever be friends like we always are??

I'm confuse

Please help me

Must I wait for another year to pass, when you completely aren't by my side (literally) for me to forget you?? A year is not that slow, right??

Feeling, please leave me alone

I'm not ready

I don't want to be hurt again

although he seems to be a promising gentlemen

If I'd never met you,

If I'd never find you,

I WILL never have fall into this pit

BUT

I'm not blaming you

Because you showed me

You made me believe

Existence of LOVE

Once again

I blame myself

Myself to be blamed

No regrets

Because I really LOVE it

Do not worry, Mr Anonymous, because 'you' will never know who 'you' are because 'you' are Mr Anonymous, the one I'm keeping this secret feeling from.

Toodles,

Aki

2nd Times

2010-09-11T22:23:00.003+08:00

2nd day driving!!! The whole road is mine!!! No cars at all!!!

Should perform excellent right??

NOOOOO!!! Not much different from yesterday *sigh* Did 3 point turn today, whoa, I totally forgot 3 point turn!!! I forgot what to do during 3 point turn, where should my eyes look, where should I turn bla bla bla ... I wonder how I passed my driving?? How can a graduated driver drive suckily?? Is it the same as a graduate student coming out to work also that sucky??

Sean said P is stand for "Pow" means "Rasuah" (=.=)" I admit la I pow my license but only on the road maaaaa~ LOL!! Ok, that's why my on the road so damn sucky.

Tomorrow training again, I think will be in Selayang Jaya area, yeah, training there fun because it's too complicated (^.^) Don't worry, Raya seasons, everyone balik kampung, the whole road is mine!!! I love driving fast, damn fun!!!

I wanna drive HONDA CITY!!! PROTON WAJA not nice!! SAGA also not nice. Anyway, will be driving City on next Monday too. Can I drive to Sg Wang on Tuesday?? NOT!!! Don't think I'm allow to drive at night yet and I don't know how to drive to Sg Wang. I mean I know how to go there as in giving direction to a driver, not being a driver driving there. A girl is a girl, can't handle too much pressure but if possible I wanna drive, convenient~ challenging myself, not a bad thing.

Toodles,

Aki

And I still haven't start study yet!!! Study now~

3 months later

2010-09-10T20:42:00.002+08:00

3 months!!! 3 months!! It has been 3 months!!!

For the second time, I drove. I drove my own car today *phew* and yes, super sucky!!!

- Turning sucky

- Braking sucky

- Parking SUPER DUPER HYPER DUPER SUCKY!!!

I remembered it was end of May I got my driving license, 2 weeks before my birthday and leaving to MMU for orientation.

Getting in MMU, staying in hostel is fun and I wanted that but also I need to sacrifice. I sacrifice my driving opportunity. Living there means no need to drive back and forth to University and also I only come back during weekends, daddy lazy to teach me driving. Well, this is how I ended up not driving for 3 months straight. Am still going out using public transport *sigh*

But, since I started learning how to drive now still doesn't mean I can drive on my own yet which also means next week outing need to take public transport again *sigh* even though having car at home. So, the next outing I can drive on my own right?? Hopefully!!!

Wahh, all of my friends started driving on their own except me (T.T). I wanna drive better tomorrow!!!

Toodles,

Aki

P.S: My msn got blocked so all please add me in my new account: eneres.annoyingbratz@hotmail.com

ABRSM Theory Exam

2010-09-10T01:17:00.003+08:00

ABRSM Theory Exam on 6th September, woke up late *paiseh paiseh* because I drank bird nest the night before and made me cough sibeh hell, I cannot sleep the whole night!! By the time I sleep is the time I wake up *sigh* Alright, got ready up everything and was late actually, glad mummy didn't nag at me. Reached SMK Kepong Baru around 8.20am, I'd been there last year so it wasn't hard for me to search for the examination hall and my seat. My seat is getting more in front (^.^) well of course!! as my grade getting higher, my seat is getting in front, I wonder when will I seat in the front row?? Another 15 minutes to revise, I revised a bit in the car, though and 1 hour before sleep the night before, couldn't help it since I procrastinated my documentation for 2 days and I'd to finish it up by Sunday itself (T.T) well, I'm fully confident about my theory exam though so I don't pay much attention to it.

Alright, left 15 minutes to revise, what shall I revised?? Alright, I shall revised all my terms *reading one by one* Arghh, forget it, it's just too many and my times is limited *close book and begin packing* on the same time, invigilators asking parents to leave the hall and participants to put their bags outside the hall but those parents refused to leave and still giving speech to their child *bang wall* I'm glad mummy was not there, I'm not a little child anymore, receiving those funny speech. Bla bla bla ... the exam finally begun. I was nervous, what kind of questions will I get, received the paper and opened it, examined it and *phew* simple!!! finished it within 40 minutes, took my own sweet time. After that, need to re-check but I rested 15 minutes, start re-checking at 10am, when i wanna re-check, people starts to leave the hall (T.T) and they are on the same grade as I am, Here goes my wish to leave the earliest among my grade competitors.They drive obviously!! So they can leave anytime they want!! Well, I don't drive, why should I leave early when my driver hasn't arrive?!?! Don't care much and start re-checking, I found 3 careless mistakes(corrected it right away) and 1 I-dunno-how-to-do question. I left the hall at 10.30am. Called my driver when he's arriving and I received "I just leave the house lar" (=.=)" Went touring around the school, saw many drawings on the wall especially those sciences labs. Chemistry, Biology and Physics, everything were there, wow, reminded me of secondary school. But, I never missed my secondary school life and I don't think secondary school life is any better than University life like any of my friends think and said. I, yet to feel University life is hectic, I'm not a good timer nor a good time keeper but I am still able to catch up everything right on time, I even went out having fun with friends the whole day and slept late around 4am so called preparing for tomorrow test and presentation. And nothing happened the next day, everything turned out to be fine and I got pretty good grades on my presentation and test too.

P.S: I don't own a camera so I did not snap that school surrounding. And am too lazy to use camera phone and I'm a noob photographer.

After touring like 10 minutes, went over to the canteen, sit and wait for my driver to come and pick me up back to MMU. I have outing in MMU right after my exam, COOL!! Got bored and played my Pokemon game, I start to get over with that game now because I'm such a bad trainer. I didn't train my pokemon well and now they're losing almost every single match with trainers. JUST A TRAINER, ALL MY POKEMON BATTLED TILL HALF DEAD!!! AND IT'S NOT EVEN A GYM MASTER!! I realized 6 of my pokemon are really useless. I should re-train and re-organize all my pokemon again. Wait until I finished my final exam first because I haven't start studying on any of the subject yet except math, just a little bit. Stop with pokemon!! After a few training with my pokemon, driver showed up and fetch me back to MMU.

Oh yeah, what happened to my exam?? Don't worry, it turned out so simple, no tricky questions or needed extra brain storming, I did it pretty well. I had no idea how my teacher found out I came out early and I LC-ed to her I'll get a distinction!!! That's a problem!!! Why did I do that?? (T.T) Truth is, I do have confident I'll get a distinction but LC to my teacher?? What if I don't get?!?! I don't know where to find hole and hide. God, please give me a distinction.

Toodles,

Aki

Back in MMU + SMK Kepong Baru + Exam + Movies

2010-09-01T14:26:00.005+08:00

*yells* Now is only 1430 and my class starts at 1600!!

Sean: I hate you damn much!! I wanna reach MMU at 1545 so that after I unload my stuff and done my ladies works, you can fetch me to class which is in XR1003 (Is very far by walking)!! Make use of your shitty Proton Saga before I drive Honda City next time. Now!!! I reach MMU 2 hours early. Who's gonna fetch me to class later? So sunny now and later o(>.<)o *bang wall*

Summore gave excuses, "I let you charge your phone ma so later you can continue your Pokemon game in class" WTF!!! Ya, because your phone was charging in the morning that's why I couldn't charge mine and summore spoil your own USB Phone Charger *dai sei* and now using my USB Phone Charger, apa I mau guna??

And Sean, warning, you better don't fetch me at 1100 next Monday, make it like 1030 wait for me in SMK Kepong Baru. I don't finish my exam so late. I'll make it early, hopefully I'll be the earliest to come out for my own grade. *panic* I didn't bring my books here for revision, next Monday exam and I'm still relaxing here, when am I gonna truly learn my lesson?? I thought I did back in SPM time. Oh yeah, that was SPM time, now is over SPM so don't care already. And and and why in the world SMK Kepong Baru damn hard to go, turn here turn there also can't reach. Can anyone show me the shortcut?? I failed in Kepong area (>.<)

I'm gonna make sure I sit for practical exam next year. This is a must!! I know it sounds irony but I really miss my piano when I'm in hostel. I couldn't play any scores when I feel like playing it but, back in house, I'm just too lazy to practice or to even touch my piano. Practical exam next year and if I don't get to practice it everyday, I won't be able to pass my practical exam and if I wanna pass, I need another piano to store in hostel. And if I don't get to sit for exam, I'll stop my piano lesson. Either I continue or stop, decision on whether to sit for exam next year will make the finals.

Hmm, planned to head down Puchong today, and it's Wednesday, I can pay my uncle a visit in Taman Wawasan because he's free, have dinner with him and most important take some of his videos and musics. He downloaded the whole set of classical musics which I have in my IPOD but I have no back up files of it and it isn't complete (T.T) But, something happened and the plan is cancel, guess I will not be seeing my uncle for some times (T.T) My musics!!

Lab test on this Friday, can't go back on Thursday night (T.T) and I'm still stuck with the coding, can't believe I used hours to spot that small tiny itty bitty mistakes. Guess what was the mistakes: *tadaa* a symbol of "_". This missing symbols ruined my whole form(it's a system). I am really a noob in programming, that challenges me to further in programming (^.^)

Toodles,

Aki

(T.T)

2010-08-27T17:08:00.002+08:00

San and Yong Qing don't want to swim anymore, I got no more kaki for swimming.

My swimming skills sucks. I wanna retake my swimming class again if possible but I see no times. I have times, plenty but I'm not at home, how to take swimming class??

Anyone going for a swim, make sure invite me along. I'm despo. You wanna swim in the middle of the night, I also will join.

Piano practical exam next year, I think. Sensei asked me about it last week, I wanna take because I wanna go higher grades although I sucks in piano *sigh* too lazy to practice and improve my sight-reading. Envy those who can just look at the score for a few minutes and able to play the whole scores out. Me?? I took months to practice if and only if I am keen to finish up the whole scores.

Piano Theory ABRSM exam next Monday *phew* I nearly book my presentation on that day. SMK Kepong, here I come again. Long time not being in a hall sitting an exam, miss those times when those times were the times I'm afraid of. Wish me luck.

I see myself blogging a lot at home, I wonder why?? Too free??

No, I'm not free for the whole next week (okay, I am free frankly) I have VB lab test next Friday which only carries 2 marks and VB assignment to complete before end of next week. I need help for VB assignment!! Any seniors kind enough of help me with coding?? Regret not trying to get close with a FIT senior when I had the chance. Be friendly with everyone next time, Serene especially FIT.

I made my decision not to step into Publicity for GDC anymore. Since, I go there just to disturb and hang around but not helping and I officially resign myself. I'm too scare to step into publicity anymore now. I'm afraid of designing. I was worrying if I got chosen to design anything yesterday.

That's all.

Toodles,

Aki

Lame Picnic + Noob Paparazzi

2010-08-26T23:32:00.006+08:00

Hate Dominic for not telling me the time of the picnic

Love Matthias for coming back hostel to fetch me

Having picnic with friends in Cyber Park, not much to see there or because I didn't tour around (>.<), skipped 2 classes for that. See, picnics made me skip classes, can't resist the temptation of hanging out with friends.

*I decided to skip class even before I know about the picnic*

Went to a jetty, ants started to come, decided to change to playground side.

First thing we do, walking up and down of the whole playground.

Found Hoong's slippers and decided to hide it.

Shouting giving hints. (I finally get to shout after months, used to shout during raining in NS, shout as loud as possible fighting with the sounds of the rain drops. Shout till throat pains and no one hears or care)

I have to admit I do love shouting (^.^)

Matthias lend me his DSLR to shoot. First time holding a DSLR and using it *jumps of joy* I ain't a bad photographer, though just lazy to be one now (T.T) Being a paparazzi is fun. I'M LOVING IT!! All photos are in Matthias's DSLR so I'm not posting any photos here. I didn't get to eat much because I ate Oreos while finishing my movie and I ran straight after eating, I felt like vomiting the whole time especially in Matthias's car, food digestion stuck, took hours to heal, lesson learnt but never acknowledge.

Hates Matthias for taking my slippers and wouldn't hand it back to me until I have to "manja". Shit, my "manja" was sibeh geng, the whole Cyber park can hear me. And my "manja" sounds more to I-wanna-it-no-matter-what-now-give-it-back-to-me!! instead of PLEASE-give-it-back-to-me-pretty-please-with-cherry-on-top. Scary "manja", first time I became so "manja" in front of all my friends, never once did that before not even with my school mates and how in the world did Eric guessed it correctly that I use my "manja" on my brother. Seems like he remembers what I said to him before. Well, at least somebody doesn't ignore me.

Jessyca took videos of Hoong "manja" with Matthias and me "manja" to take my slippers back *yikes*

Before going back, took group photos a few times because of me again, kacau kacau everyone, finally pictures of me also turned out to be not beautiful (T.T)

Cyberjaya didn't rain for a week (T.T), days I didn't get enough sleep and hot till awake. Felt like going Cyberia to sleep in an air-cond room. I dunno what to say and whether it's a good thing or not: I wanna it to rain so much this whole week because I wanna play under the rains after recovered, weather was hot for the whole week. Sickness week, it was raining almost every night, the weather was cooling, perfect to heal my sickness but I couldn't play under the rain (T.T) Get to come back on Thursday night was a heaven, I get to sleep on my bed and air-cond room. Waaaa, never once missed my bed so much. And desktop is at home, I can listen to Lee Hom's new album songs.

Sleepy now. Wish to share my happiness with someone but *searching msn* nope, no one to share with. Guess I'll stick in blogging *sigh*

. . .

2010-08-25T20:35:00.004+08:00

Why did I kept on remembering you?

Why did you gave me indescribable feelings?

The moment I have you in my mind, I'll smile

The moment I think about you, I'll smile

The moment I start to smile, it's all because of you

The moment I start to smile, I couldn't sleep

Because you are all in my head

How I wish to see you

How I wish to bump into you

How I wish to speak to you

How I wish to msn with you every night

How jealous am I when I weren't the one who spend times with you

But . . .

I never wish to know how you treats me

Because I know

I already know

Feelings come and go

Time will once again be my cure

The lesser I see you

The faster I heal

The lesser I find you

The faster I forgets you

The lesser I think about you

The faster I forgets the memories we had together

I am so sorry

Impossible is the answer

I understand where I stand

I am sorry

Truly sorry

Regrets,

Aki

Sick Days Ended

2010-08-19T22:32:00.003+08:00

Sicked from last Friday till yesterday, Wednesday, almost a week I'd been sick. Just a minor sickness, nothing much serious all thanks to mummy spreading her virus to me!! No wonder since last Monday I wanted so much to go back home, seems like I already can feel myself gonna sick soon.

How did I fall asleep?? Hmm, simple, I turn all my sleeping time upside down (^.^) instead of sleeping at 2am, I slept from 8pm to 11pm, woke up and bath then only start studying from 12am to 3am++ continuously for days and *tadaaa* S-I-C-K. Pity, Victor, got bug from me, since mummy not with me so I kacau you lo (>.<) Now I start to realize how pampered am I at home. Never mind, I am the youngest at home, born to be pampered. Now, all my assignments and quizzes are coming to an end, I do not have to rush and I can start to have proper sleeps at night just that I still tend to sleep at 2am. During sickness period, not bad at all, at least I still got to eat sushi in Yuzu, Mid Valley with Victor, Matthias, Darrion and Kai Wen last Tuesday after watching Despicable Me. *Poppoy* Thanks to Victor, I'd to borrow Sean's maybank account to purchase tickets online in the middle of the night and luckily he has enough money. Victor recommended me to watch:

Sign off,
Aki

P.S: Thanks to Victor, I'm now addicted to classical music which I stopped a few months ago.

Room Changed again

2010-08-06T02:43:00.002+08:00

Finally I transfer all my stuff from previous room to a new room. Seems like my new room mate speaks Cantonese with her friends and through phone but not to me. Maybe because I spoke Mandarin with her the first time we met. LOL!

I was suppose to transfer all my stuff yesterday but ended up swimming in Cyberia and yeah, Wei Lim bugging me didn't invite him swimming as well *sigh* How should I know you are interested in swimming as well?? Next time I call you, you better come!! Yen Yin interested to join as well next time *jumps of joy* Maybe going there again next Monday or Wednesday, eh, Wednesday they are planning to watch Avatar: The Last Airbender *thinking* probably they will not be free since I couldn't join them *sigh* I wanna my Physics class on Wednesday and Thursday to change time, shift to Tuesday 2pm-6pm!!! Laboratory report finished in Week 10 which already finished and one hell yeah, I sorta forced to do the full lab report because I was late for 10minutes!! Thank you so much, Jimmy and mistaken me staying in Puchong!! Why did I said "sorta"? I am too lazy to call the whole group mates out to discuss what to write in the full report *slaps face* Since I am too lazy, no choice but to write and think everything on my own *RIP* Luckily, I know my way to find answers.

This week gonna be one hell week. New furniture coming into my house, need to transfer previous furniture stuffs to the new furniture. Great, just great!! I got a lot of homework and assignments to do by end of next week and math quizzes and assignments due dates are coming soon. How am I gonna cope up with everything if I kept on delaying my homework and studies?? Plus, I promised Keith I'll start study from now on so that I can hang out freely with him by the he came back KL. Yeah, final exam starting in 1month++ times so will Keith be coming back. Miss him so much, can't wait to see him again.

Checked all my assignments due dates. What a great achievement I achieved!! Well done, Serene * applause*

Physics: Tutorial questions (Next Tuesday)

Computer Application: Visual Basic (Next Wednesday) and I have no idea how to do one of the most important question and I have 1 replacement class on next Monday. I don't wanna come back on Sunday night!!

English: Essay (Next Friday)

IT Math: Quiz (Next Saturday)

Guess I am fully book next week. All plans cancel!! This Saturday, please clean up everything in the afternoon and start your revision and all your homework and night. Finish as many as possible!!

One hell week,

Aki

Skating in Sunway Piramid

2010-08-05T00:26:00.004+08:00

Woke up late, suppose to wake up at 7am ended 7.30am only wake up. LOL! Wake my driver 8.30am when we were suppose to leave house at that time, luckily we didn't because traffic jam on the way down the tunnel heading to Mid Valley. Shitty driver drive 90km/hr on MEX Highway. Got scolding from me increase 10km (=.=) ended late arriving MMU, revenge!! Summore turn at the wrong lane. Sucky driver!! In the morning acting like Mummy "Got forget anything or not?" yeah, cursing me la, finally I forgot my super deals tickets, luckily Jessyca gave me hers.

Ice Skating was fun!!! I skate professionally even though it was my first time . First time skating, Eric kept on telling me "You skate before de" "Impossible you didn't skate before" "You can skate once you stepped into the ice rink and you say no skate before, I don't believe lo" etc etc. Maybe the way I speak and talk especially the first time you know me, I sounded like those girls who go out a lot and enjoy myself with friends all the time. Do I look like those kind of girls?? Maybe if you compare me and Jessyca, both of us are very different but comparing me and Eric, yourself, we are totally from two different worlds.

I know why I sounded and look like those girls hanging around much because I can talk until I'd been in those situation but the truth is NO. I'd never been in any of those situations. I only hear friends talking about it and imagine myself in their shoes, I'll roughly understand and able to express it out and due to my attitude *sigh* who wouldn't think I'm those girls. Cheap skate, a lot of people will think me as those kind of girl especially girls even boys dislikes cheap-skate girls. A boy once said to me "cheap-skate" *sob sob* Am I?? I do feel I am, though.

I played roller blading last time, so I do roughly have the base in skating and last Monday was really my first time stepping into the ice rink. I wanna play roller blading, any of you all interested?? *despo* went eating in Kim Gary for lunch!!! Ate Steak Baked Cheese Rice and drank Yin Yang tea. Tatt kept on stealing my steak!! and saying his pork chop not nice and me vice verse. Kim Gary Baked Cheese not nice!! Wong Kok Kopitiam so much nicer. Wei Lim mixed very well with Tatt and Hoong (^.^) and the whole lunch time, talking nonsense. Worst part was, Hoong needs to head back MMU on that day itself and couldn't sleep in Eric's house and made me swapping with him. Luckily, Wei Lim was there, able to fetch me and in return, I got bullied kao kao from him in the car asking me to be his Guard Dog(House) (>.<) Hoong, you better belanja me makan!! Tatt, lucky you la, I didn't pass my Physics mid term exam, you no need belanja me makan.

Tatt seeing me now is like seeing a ghost. Worst than a ghost, I think. LOL! 1st time, skating behind him, he fell down for no reason. 2nd time, he fell and pulled me along, sitting on the ice rink laughing, none of us wanna stand up until the security force us to. 3rd time, I skate to him, before reaching him, he fell and made me fell on him. 4th time, he overtake me and fell, I lost balance and my blade run pass his finger skins. 5th time, I almost made him couldn't celebrate Fathers' Day. After that, he never wanna skate along side with me anymore. LOL! Until now, he is still bugging people saying "I'm scare of that Serene liao la" again and again the same sentence.

Not gonna forget this moment, anyone wanna skate again, invite me!!

Aki

Invincible Lens

2010-07-10T18:19:00.002+08:00

I realize I haven't been wearing contact lens for quite some time now. I prefer wearing it during outings and not in classes. But, I felt my eyes were uncomfortable wearing lens now, not a major problem if it's just walking and sight seeing but during movie times, it's really irritating, affecting my mood to keep on watching.

*brain storming* Should I keep on wearing contact lens?? My right eye power increased to 175 and I only bought lens power 150, left eye clear vision and right eye blur vision *ughhh* which double up the irritation. I wasted RM50 to buy the contact lens but not wearing it and now, I thought of buying another 175 power contact lens. Should I? Shouldn't I? No idea . . .

Next Thursday, I'm having my first English presentation/assignment/quiz and I'm presenting about "Advantages and Disadvantage of Genetically Modified Food". I'm only presenting on advantages. I'm suppose to mail my points to the person-in-charge of Power-point slides and till now, I HAVEN'T DONE ANY YET!! Worse, I need to wear formal clothes, I don't mind if I have a slack pants but I don't have any and that can only mean one thing ................................................... S-K-I-R-T!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! I'll be a stand out in the class FOR SURE!! Double up the worse, I have stage fright!! I can't do presentation in front of the class, never in my high school years. I need not worry during high school, as long as I speak English fluently, my grade is categorized as "A+" okay maybe an "A", no doubts!!! BUT NOT IN UNIVERSITY!! Who cares if your English is fluent or not?!?! Okay, maybe partially but still ..................

Ughhh, no point worrying and not taking any actions about it. Just do preparation the day before[last minute again?? (=.=)"] and be confident, as confident as the interview in JCS as a committee member. Yeah, that's the spirit!! Serene, buckle up and have faith in yourself. Ganbatte!!

chaiyok,

Aki

Japanese Cultural Society

2010-07-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

I didn't wanna join Japanese Cultural Society after I found out they don't provide Intermediate Level Japanese Class. I complaint it in my Facebook and who knows, one of the committee in JCS aka Japanese Cultural Society read and know who am I. He saw me during the Clubs and Societies Registration Days and drag me in . . . force me to join as the committee. Me as the committee?? (>.<) the me who has always been a sleeping member in all my school clubs and societies?? Unbelievable!!

Worse, there is an interview on becoming a committee member. WTF!! Why must there be an interview?? Coincidentally, I read my email on that day itself. I wanted to go on Tuesday but since Jessyca was willing to accompany me to the interview on Monday and so I went. For the first time I was very confident, no butterflies in my stomach. Before me was a girl interviewing. I saw a reaction so wood. Wow, must be scary!! After her, MY TURN!! And also the only one!! During the whole interview section, I was having fun chit-chatting with the interviewers (it shouldn't be a chat but the whole time I WAS chatting) They asked me all sort of questions, well, all those common questions and common answers I answered. Ya, I was twisting here and there. Lazy to think of other answers *ROFL*

One question they asked which made me speechless: What is your strength?

Errr, nothing??

Ya, that's what I answered them *LOL*

Truly, I couldn't think of any. I HAVE no strength at all. Nothing I can contribute because I chose to be a follower rather than a leader whom lead a hectic and stressing role player.

So finally, I answered them "Photography" Not that I'm good but I have passion. Guess, that can hold for some times.

Worse, I told them I ACTUALLY have a compact camera *O.o* The truth is I DON'T HAVE ONE!! I always borrow my uncle's but what IF, when I need it and my uncle isn't camera-free?? OMG, I can't imagine that day coming. Well, I'll figure something out IF that day do come.

AGM aka Annual General Meeting was yesterday and yes, I got chosen as the committee member as expected after the interview finished!!

Committee Member of Multimedia and Photography:

Serene

Alex

Both of us from Faculty of Information Technology but I'm sure he's not in Alpha year because I've never seen him in my class.

We played games. Lame games. Games that I long know how to play. I didn't enjoy much of the games. *pfft* Next event JCS is having is no other than Bon Adori which is on:

17th July 2010

Saturday

Matsushita Sports Complex

5pm - 11pm

This year MMU bought 7 pieces of Yukata for renting, RM25 per pieces without Geta and Kinchaku *sigh* included washing. All Made in China and all were bought from Jusco *O.o* They sell in Jusco?? Me wanna one as well *yikes* Never mind, maybe I'm going for the Bon Adoru this year and maybe not. No kakis *sob sob*

Ending of Annual General Meeting, we have refreshment. Donuts and curry puff!! *yum yum* I love donuts!! I thought all the committees already went back because I purposely stay back to see those who wanna rent the Yukata, how noob are they asking the sizes when it's free-size, just like me last time but it's a PAST now (^.^) Lastly, Kaichou-san asked who is going for the Bon Adori and people asking me why am I not going (>.<) Dunno, haven't know whether I'll be going or not.

No kakis = Not going

Got Kakis = Going

MMU buses not enough, most people can't go *LOL* Go by public transport la, you lazy-bum-ers. So easy, plus Bon Adori itself supply buses from Shah Alam station, I think. And Kaichou-san dunno about this (=.=") then on that moment, everyone knows me already (^.^)

JCS Official Committee,

Aki

Bad Luck Day

2010-06-22T15:03:00.002+08:00

What a big mouth I have!! Good in saying people but not own self.

Saying people this and that, finally pointed at own self. What I said before that came true, just as I said.

I wanted to blog about what I am feeling now and the whole truth but I have no guts. All I can say is sorry and hope to receive some miracles of what I'm suppose to receive later.

Speaking of sorry, I didn't even apologize to him NOT a single SORRY words!! I defended about myself today but I know, he knows the truth. He sees everything inside me, my mind. And I see him too.

I suppose I'll ask daddy to teach me this coming Sunday. Gain my confident back, that's one side of me. What done is done, once a past always a past. No one can change the past.

Once a person face that situation, that person will be extra cautious about you until that person sees some changes in yourself.

I have no face to face him anymore. I dunno what to say, all I know, once I see him, it'll remind of me the past and what I had to him and myself. How much I humiliated myself, why did I do that!! Why did I risk something that I shouldn't risk!!

Nothing can make up what I had done to you, no matter how many times I say sorry here, you wouldn't know.

Sorry is indeed no cure, sister:

Aki

Movie Time

2010-06-08T00:33:00.003+08:00

Suddenly I received Jessyca's message inviting me to watch Happy Go Lucky with her friends and someone is fetching.

Wooot~ Met new friends

Keith
Eric
Chang
Tracy
Dominic
Andy

None of them are from the same faculty as mine and are so much out-going than IT students. I have to admit, IT students, mostly no cars and G-E-E-K meaning staying inside the room and online online online. Some playing online games, famous one of all D-O-T-A.

Reached IOI Mall around 6pm, lucky we were early, less JAM. Incredibly, I know ways around Puchong since I worked there for 2months and Uncle Leong always drive to lunch not to mention me bringing Sean go travelling all the bullshit roads, eventually I learn my way in Puchong area as well. Bought tickets of 8 people. Dinner in Wong Kok Kopitiam, FINALLY I get to eat there!! Been waiting for ages since I tried Kim Gary and Wong Kok is definitely a MUST!!

Shared dinner with Jessyca. Both of us can't finish the whole set of meal, sharing is better!! Baked Cheese Rice Pork Chop!! Yummy~ People: Wong Kok's Baked Cheese Rice is a MUST to try, trust me, it's sooooo much better than Kim Gary's. Decided not to order drinks even though I wanna have Yin Yang Milk thingie: Hong Kong famous drinks ^^

Was late for movie but doesn't matter, Happy Go Lucky movie is not funny at all and basically just about "DO NOT GAMBLE!!" moral values. Had a few discussion on Orientation debating topics ^^ nothing much though, just one's opinion whether to have sex before marriage or after marriage. What's the point of debating?? I go for after marriage ^^

After movie, went out to Bandar Puteri Food Court to yum cha *LOL* Eric, Dominic and Andy haven't took their dinner yet, so we're just accompanying them and I finally had my COKE!! Keith mentioned about DOTA gamers, and I also joined in the talk. Everyone got shocked I know DOTA and thought I play too which I don't. Sorry, guys!! Found a few friends decided to join Photography Club and Christian Fellowships. Let see, some games I mentioned:

DOTA
HON
LEFT 4 DEAD
COUNTER STRIKE
SUDDEN ATTACK
RESIDENT EVIL
FATAL FRAME
PRINCE OF PERSIA
RED ALERT
STARCRAFT 2
Assassin Creed

*evil laugh* See, I know all the online games and Keith thought I'm a gamer *rofl* I swear I never know how to play those games, never touched not even the basic but I guess will learn it soon. Got back home, start with DOTA. Got new lappie, install L4D, owh shit, L4D games spoil *sigh* Can't help to know all the online games since my friends all kaki online games, whoever is reading my blog, you know la who you are. Then TVB and Anime dramas all added in.

Before we started our journey, Keith got shocked when Tracy is not fetching us back meaning no one is showing us ways and he's not familiar with Puchong area and none of us in the car actually stay Puchong. And me suggested I can guide Keith and for the first time, I didn't give bullshit ways!! Keith driving was fast, I can feel the speed even though you were only driving 90km/hr maybe because of manual car. It's much more smoother and power.

Keith and I talked a lot. Non stop talking about FOM courses and I'm in FIT. Especially Accounting was the best, seems like both of us were an account student back in SPM and getting tally answer was the best and satisfying part!! Both of us have opposition as well, he loves Integration, Statistics and Differentiation. Hates Probabilities. Me: Vice Verse. Suggested me to further in Actuarial Science but nehh, not interested.

I can be almost in any fields just depending whether I'll be forcing myself to graduate or enjoying my graduation.

Business and Accounting: I love them very much and account was one of my favorite subject ever.
Engineering: I always wanna do nanotechnology back in Form 3 but I never knew it's under engineering course. Since I screwed up my SPM result, hard to convince daddy I wanna further in engineering *sigh*
IT: It's part of my leisure. I spend more times in front of PC than ladies' stuff. In fact, I'm sooo lazy in almost everything except PC and photography especially accessories to upgrade one's PC and DSLR.
Actuarial Science: Not a problem, Math is one of my favorite subject as well.

Twisting here and there and I still ended up with IT *sigh* Hopefully I'll not regret it in future. Uncle Leong said IT is so much of use in future since the whole world is now developing using IT. IT students are definitely a NEEDED type. But who knows??

First outing,

Aki

P:S: Keith thought I always go out here and there because I'm good around Selangor area *pffft* No way, my second home is Kuchai Lama, Puchong accidentally got connected because I worked there. Eventually, Subang, Putrajaya, Cyberjaya, Damansara Utama, Kelana Jaya and Bandar Utama got connected as well ^^ but sorry la, I dunno my ways in Shah Alam ><"

MMU CYB MMU CYB

2010-06-07T00:57:00.002+08:00

1 week passed in MMU *sigh*

Orientation ended

Classes starting by this week

Mine starts on Tuesday meaning Monday totally free *jumps of joy*

Can sleep in *claps*

Major problem now, I dunno where are all the classes situated at O.o Ya ya, all the codes of classes here are so complicated and the codes just don't make sense to the faculty ~___~

Oh yeah, Orientation was almost the same as NS life just that, NS make you sleep at 12am, and orientation doesn't let you head back to room until it's officially 12am. By the time, you wanna sleep, trust me, it's already 2am. 6.30am roll call *WTF*

Foods also no different from NS *++"* OC aka Orientation Committees were great and hilarious and fun.

Summary, I dunno what to write about my MMU Orientation Life. All I know is, I have no time to

Wash my clothes not even my undergarments
Mop the floor
Sleep well
A whole complete week of "NO-ONLINE"

I skipped Course Registration day because my room mate went back home on Thursday night and I don't feel like staying in hostel any longer even though I can call up my friend to sleep with me and also because I need my mom to wash all my clothes. THAT'S WHY!! Besides, Course Registration is one hell simple job, can get it done at home. Called mommy and fetch me around 11.30pm!! Well, at least I get to sleep on my bed and shower in my room till there's no tomorrow. Family used to it now ^^

That's all for now. I dunno what to blog though. I'm feeling a lot happier now since UNI life isn't that bad after all. Still finding gangs. Hopefully, I can find girls, I don't want to always be with the guys. Daddy is unhappy, mommy is unhappy, everyone is unhappy. But girls?? I have issues with them, that's what I was thinking till now *brain storming* But, girls in IT field *sigh* less than 25, guys lost count.

Toodles,

Aki

Important quotation

2010-05-23T15:43:00.003+08:00

Addicted to search for meaningful, special quotes from movies and songs now.

Obviously I'm not those sentimental and able to think of my own quotation type of girl. Maybe I CAN if I try but I'm just not willing to make the first move *bang wall*

Just found another yesterday. Will blog it after I came back from The Curve ^^

Ciao,

Aki

P.S: Window 7 is sicking me of. Sean, when are you going to upgrade your Window 7 *current type* to Ultimate?? detected as not genuine summore *My goodness*

Long bloggie

2010-05-21T20:34:00.010+08:00

Quote: I dunno how long will I wait for you but if given a second chance, I wish we never met

I realized how much I haven't been blogging. Laziness struck again. Gonna blog this whole week events and happenings.

Saturday, 15/05/2010 - Went off movie catching with Kien. Ya ya, weird eh?? But I really enjoyed it. Not the movie catching with him but the feelings. It was so carefree, I haven't been having those feelings since we got together. Got bugged the whole night not to mention I need to wake up early for class next morning and having afternoon driving lesson. Old man left me alone in the car and asked me to drive on my own *claps hand* non-stop sms-ing then crashed tiang *slaps forehead* Okay, must concentrate and the weather was so hot and burning of my skin, lost mood to sms and just meet up with him later. Watched Nightmare of Elm Street in Times Square, 8.20pm show. He knows I like these kind of horror+violent movies. Not scary at all, just violent. He fetched me back with his new car. Dinner time, non-stop asking me when is my driving test *annoying* but I didn't tell *blek*

Sunday, 16/05/2010 - Again driving lesson with Siu Keong and Carmen. Met Siu Keong last time. The whole driving lesson was fun, Siu Keong is such a coward driving like a lady. Played "braking" with him all the time and he got pissed off and revenge on me back *swt* After that, went off to 1U to buy a black skirt. Bought 1 set of OL clothes, looks good though.

Monday, 17/05/2010 - Skipped work, morning went for last driving lesson. Met a new girl but didn't chat at all.

Tuesday, 18/05/2010 - Driving test day. Old man supposed to fetch me at 8.15am but was early 15mins and made me skipping breakfast and had to rush to get ready. Guess what, Jacky, Carmen and Siu Keong was talking bad about me *sob sob* The whole journey to test place was nothing but noise noise and noise. We complaint, discussed and hoping we'll all pass. Met NS friend there. He passed as well. 6 of us taking driving test only 5 passed. Cheering and supporting one another the whole test time was satisfactory and great. I never in my life had cheering from friends. Jacky, Siu Keong and I got 63, 65 and 67, staying close with each other. So, we got on cars to start with uphill test at almost the same time. Almost like watching Fast and Furious, all companionship behind one another and move after one another. All of us passed. Siu Keong got the highest among us all in On-The-Road, 18 marks. I got only 17 marks. Supposed to meet up with Rachel as well. I feel sorry she failed her test.

Wednesday, 19/05/2010 - Skipped work again and went for a hair cut. Decided to leave it long again.

Thursday, 20/05/2010 - Last day of work. Went to Kuchai Lama as planned *claps hand* Stole my uncle's precious stuff. * evil laugh* It was tiring and sad. Last day of work, not going anymore next week. Hates APIIT for having their semester break, ruined my working days. Well, I got 1 week rest before leaving to MMU but seriously I don't need breaks at all. Okay, not a bad idea, need to start revising my Japanese, ya ya ya, said this weeks ago, but really gonna take placement test next week already.

Today, 21/05/2010 - Sleepy all day, even fall asleep watching Surrogates *sigh* BSN ATM card ate my RM8, stupid bank. I don't need BSN ATM Card, I so much prefer MBB or CIMB. BSN is useless to me. Why NS open BSN account and not CIMB?!?!

That's all.

Getting P license,

Aki

I remember you said: If there's a person standing under a lamp post and propose to you, you'll hug him and say "Yes"

Mom

2010-05-09T22:28:00.003+08:00

4th day of driving lesson.

Daddy got so mad when he got to know me and brother were back late from our individual classes and cancelled going out to buy my stuff for my UNI. Next week only going *sigh*

My instructor was late for 45mins and rushed me to the driving place. Not as bad as I thought it'll be. I got so much better today, mati enjin once (^.^) coming down hill, press brake without pressing clutch *evil laugh* Parking was okay. I messed up once about everything and I parked damn inside, almost hit the tiang again. Parked fully in, coming out was hard, had to forward, reverse, forward and reverse. Cars behind were getting really mad. I do too, but I took time in the car, free gear, free hand brake, cooling air cond, great condition for me to rest.

3pointer was fun except me keep on forgetting to change back to 1st gear after reverse gear *sigh* I'll fail if I forget in examination. I'll try to take my time during exam and won't rush thing over. I took less than 30seconds to finish my 3pointer *evil laugh*

Once up the hill, I got so messed up and had no idea why my car kept on falling back. I got panicked because 3 times I released hand brake and 3 times the car falls, WHY??? I really were panicked(I wouldn't if there weren't cars queuing), I wanna get someone's help but who?? Finally someone was sitting there, kind enough(I think he saw the long queue and a woman driver) said to me: "Pull up your hand brake" "Don't press the clutch, if you press the clutch it'll fall back" Release clutch and it fall forward *Nice* and that's my lesson of the day up the hill. And I got so much better after that and I really enjoyed doing up the hill except for the Press Clutch-1st gear-Accelerate-Release clutch slowly-Accelerate more-Release hand brake part. So ma fan. But, was fun because less scolding and getting better *winks*

And owh, I am about to start my UNI end of this month and my mom is asking me this and that. How am I suppose to know?? Can't you just wait till UNI starts?? It's not like I'm staying there for a month, it's only 5 days and I come back on every weekends, I'll know what to bring and buy the 1st weekend I'm coming back. So please, stop asking me anymore questions like "What are you gonna wear during orientation?? I don't think you can wear jeans, right? During sports activities, what are you gonna wear?? bla bla bla ... I hate it when you ask those stupid questions, how am I suppose to know, I'll just wear my St Mary's track bottom la, after I join their activities, I'll know what to buy and wear la, why are you so worried about?? You just worry on getting me some formal clothes and black skirts for my orientation days

By the way, I'd buffet dinner with my family, Auntie Heng, Uncle Leong, Baby Yu Heng and Miss Chong's family members. Sound familiar with my current work people?? *rofl* Received pictures tomorrow from Uncle Leong. Must remember to bring empty pendrive tomorrow. Hopefully, I'll be able to go Kuchai Lama this week and weeks after that since the whole last week was disturbed my sudden-change-of-plans. And I still haven't receive my payment for last month * sob sob* The buffet was okay, though. Ate oyster, only 2 *lol* And I passed the whole night so I'm healthy.

But the oyster was not-fresh, sashimi: YES!!

toodles,
Aki

Driving lesson

2010-05-09T00:50:00.002+08:00

3rd day of my driving lesson and also the worst day ever!!! Maybe not "worst" yet, but it'll soon to come *slap head*

My instructor gave me total control with the car when coming out from my house. Guess what, 90 degree turning, I almost hit the flower vases, yeah "almost" because he press full brake. Scary!! And I got scolded really damn hard. Coming to the road, traffic jam as usual, hell stupid of me, mati enjin around 3-4 times and honed by cars behind me. *bang wall*

Reached the driving lesson place, *jumps building* almost crashed while turning round about. Naik bukit, kept on failing *jump sea*

Fast forward to the ending, instructor let me drive myself *jumps of joy* first parking "Passed" 3 pointer "Passed", Naik Bukit: 1st time "failed": try again, 2nd time: It was perfect, really perfect but silly me, release brake, the car falls back "Failed" *shouts out loud*

Back to parking, got messed up everything, tried to remember back, okay, done parking *yoshhh* wanna come out, okay I can do this.

I bang the stupid tiang!!! I BANG!! It Fall. Worst of all, the one who's parking before me is so slow, I kept on criticizing him and ME: "I LANGGAR TIANG" then the tiang *dum* fell. I couldn't stop laughing of myself. DAMN PAISEH!! I actually langgar tiang!! Until now, I can still laugh the hell out.

Tomorrow driving class again, I hope I can do better. My brother asked: "How in the world you didn't mati enjin on your first lesson on the road?" *rofl* Yeah, I wonder why too. It's like to more I learn, the worse I become.

Women driver,

Aki

Bad day

2010-05-05T00:34:00.004+08:00

Luck doesn't seems to be on my side *sob sob* and I thought I was lucky enough.

Here goes the story:

I had my menstrual on Monday in office and was wearing a white short pants *eyes big* Yeah yeah yeah, it hit. Got red blood stain on my white shorts but luckily can't be seen *phew* and I took hard time to scrub the stains off!! And since I'm going out dinner on Mothers' Day, having menstrual now is not bad at all so I don't have to struggle on Saturday. Since I have no contraction pain, I can still work fine and peacefully. Last month, I had my menstrual before PC Fair and during PC Fair, I'm clean. Mothers' Day too almost clean, ALMOST!!! meaning I still have to wear for protection *sigh* damn uncomfortable walking with IT!!

>This is the lucky part<

Here goes another story:

I woke up 15mins late last Tuesday and the whole Jalan Kuching was JAMMED!!! Just that 15 mins late I

Lost my sleep
2012 movie(Late better than never, right)
Sitting in the TPM for 1hr+ waiting my boss to fetch me

And all these happened because of JUST 15mins LATE!! My brother was late to class and refused to fetch me to boss's house then this guy suddenly SMS me and asking me this and that. That's not the case, I was awake by that SMS. I dunno what's your plan on that day but I'm still heading Kuchai Lama because it's too early and I have no key to enter office *sob sob* Weirdly, my brother was curious who was SMS-ing with me that early morning *rofl* then I bullshit told who's him and also heading to the same place you're heading now and also start class the same time as you *lol* then he goes like "Oooo" *=="*

Reached TPM at 8.35am and arrived office at 10.30am *bang wall* Sitting there like an idiot, head kept on fishing, SMS-ing with him telling me his result yada yada ... checked my battery lifespan *eyes big* 28% left!! Mommy and daddy gonna kill me if my battery really went dead!!

Okay, able to save up like 10% battery till driver came and fetch me. ICLS called and explain all the procedure to me again, sorry ICLS, until now also haven't sit for the placement test yet. Swear I'm going next week!! Find daddy, online using Iphone, downloaded that Idragger Free thingie finally went for medical check up *sigh* I don't wanna brag on what happened after that la. Lazy and boring as well.

>This is the unlucky part<

Broke promised,

Aki

P.S: This is supposed to be blog on Wednesday but I procrastinated it after writing it half way and the line kept on dc-ing.

I dunno why and I couldn't care

2010-04-30T21:10:00.002+08:00

"I dunno why and I couldn't care"

This is the topic of my day

I'm happy because of "that" and also unhappy because of "that".

But, there's nothing I could care or moan about.

I dunno why is he doing that, but I know, I am doing it as well

Logical??

Fair and Square??

Who knows??

Hopefully god knows.

I'm truly happy that you granted my wish

and I did not regret it

Unintentionally, I already fall for you without realizing it

or wanting it

What a failure am I being countered

I know, everything is too late now

Everything that happened is not reversible eternally

No, this blog is not welcoming you anymore

But, truth is always evil, I know you are no more here

I insist every single post of this are kept well secret from you!!

Countered,

Aki

P.S: I seriously am bad arranging facts and inspirations from my head *sigh* Practice practice practice!!

Speech

2010-04-26T23:00:00.002+08:00

I have a lot of things to blurt out about my feelings first thing first I awake this morning but now @_@ I dunno what to blurt out because I lost all my inspirations *sigh* Do it some other time, then.

EPIC FAILURE GIRL!!

Auntie Heng is torturing me!! She always threatening me to teach *sob sob*

Miss Chong wants to me open Accounts *sob sob* although I scored and A in SPM but I still hate Accounts.

Okay, I hate everything that is related to study *blek*

Short-term-inspirations-lost,

Aki

Works . works . works

2010-04-22T23:15:00.003+08:00

TIRED!! DEAD TIRED!! Ever since PC Fair job, I'm dead tired and haven't enough sleep. Come to think of it, I haven't had time to sleep in late in the morning everyday nor stay up till 2am like I used to.

Monday to Thursday: Working

Friday: Mandarin Class

Saturday: Piano Class

I only get to sleep in on Sunday *sob sob* I slept dead-pig every night without failure. I'm not having those unnatural-fast-hard-mode-heart-pumping anymore. Come to think of it, I don't remember when is the last time I'm having those unnatural heart beats. I didn't join in Jo Ann and Mei Yeen for shopping today even though I can make but it's not the right things for me to do and daddy wouldn't be happy. I agreed to help out Auntie Heng in her tuition center, it's my job to help out and not taking advantages to slack of since we're very close to each other.

Auntie Heng ask me to join in Modern Math Form 4 class to examine the teacher's teaching skills. Entering the room, I felt like I'm in Form 4 back, plus, my dress code today really looks like a student more than a part timer worker *chuckles* I refresh back my "Straight Lines" chapter. Seriously I were lost and didn't know what to do anymore. I admit I never were good in that chapter, struggled real hard to score in Modern Math Paper 2, no choice since it contributes a lot of marks, I can't afford to lose those marks!! I still remember I worked hard on that chapter in Add Math, once good, Modern Math isn't a problem anymore and I tend to use Add Math's equations and formula on Modern Math. When you get confident and smart, you'll tend to go on detour(higher standard), like showing off but I'm a Science Stream student, understandable for a Science Stream students to use such standard.

I was suppose to join in Chemistry Form 4 class as well but Sean arrived so I had to decline. Auntie Heng really wanted me to join in that class because her students are complaining unable to understand what the teacher is trying to teach. *Thinking* I was like that too back in my time. Auntie Heng thought Sean and I were staying for dinner since it gets really jam after 5pm and I'm really sick of it even though I am only the passenger. Can't afford to sleep when my brother became the driver. Only twice. Today I refrain myself from falling asleep and now, I wanna sleep. I really wanna stay for dinner on Monday and Thursday and also Friday next month *prays hard* Living in Selayang is really troublesome, travelling to everywhere in KL, definitely have to go through TRAFFIC JAM!! It's unavoidable!! I didn't choose wrongly on my University. I avoid traffic jam and waking up extra early when classes only starts in 2 hours time.

Reasons why I chose MMU:

I'll definitely staying there since Cyberjaya is too far from my home
Staying there means avoid jam and not a need to wake up 2 hours early before classes start
Staying there also means avoid mummy's nagging which I experienced in NS for 2 months and I enjoyed it a lot
I wanna live on my own(freedom) like how I did in NS
Get a closer relationships with him but it's a past now
Die die also don't want APIIT because of Sean and him there

Even though I get myself work up everyday but I still am not able to move on. Maybe I haven't find the right way yet. Sometimes, I've been wondering, if he request me back, how will I answer him?? Can I still accept him and go on like nothing happened?? when I really wanna him to accept me back. I always read in CC, I just have this small dreams that he'll really ask me back and also having this stupid small hope where I see from all lovey-dovey dramas: Fate. What will happen to either one of us when we do met up some years later? Married?? Single?? Available?? Unavailable?? Well, a girl can dream, can she?

It's only a small hope that will never come true, though. "Where there's no hope, there will not be miracles" quoted from a song. I have no guts to write an emo post *sigh* Just thinking about it, that's all. I'm happy by just troubling my minds with emo stuff.

PC Fair

2010-04-20T22:11:00.003+08:00

PC Fair officially ended on 18 April 2010. Surprisingly, I applied jobs in PC Fair and ended up being a promoter for Acer under PC3. Suckishly, PC3 hired 90+ promoters and all being cramped in one booth included me. Imagine 90+ promoters competing to get at least 3 customers to increase salary and being the top sales, how hard was it for me to work!!! on the first day, yes!! 2nd and 3rd day were so much better. I got more than 3 customers and my salary raised.

The rest of my customers, I didn't take, I gave to Zact, my team leader for some purposes. Dumb am I?? Giving away my commissions for free, giving away my hard-earned-customers etc etc . . . but I have a reason why am I doing it. I hope he remembers what I did for him *prays hard*

12 hours standing were killing both of my legs and I didn't take any breaks at all except Zact was really hungry and asked Wen Bing, Seng Hoe and I to go and eat with him. Jo Jin didn't join in because she was broke ==" Let's talk about how I go through my 3 days work as a promoter at PC Fair, shall we??

1st Day

Woke up at 6.15am!!! Mummy drove me to KTM station and I was lucky, the train arrived at the same time mummy dropped me. No need to waste time waiting for KTM. Reach KL Central, waited 3 times to board on Kelana Line. Went into washroom to put on my contact lens. Then, walked all the way to Convention Centre, lost in the middle, called Zact, asked me to walk back to center court *=="* and someone will be there to pick me up *double =="* Super tired when finally met up with the rest of my team mates: Zact, Jo Jin, Wee Heong, Justin, Wen Bing and Me. On the first day of work, I was really blur because I couldn't remember all the 7 free gifts, Notebooks/desktops specs, retail prices, dunno-how-to-serve-customers etc etc ended up I only got one customer *><* Just giving out brochures, brochures were useless to me. Everyone had to take train back home but I were so much luckier, called my driver(brother) and fetched me. *jumps of joy*

Conclusions: Zact(Notebook), Wen Bing(2 Notebooks, 2 Desktop), Wee Heong(No idea), Me(1 Notebooks), Justin(nil)

2nd Day

Daddy fetched me in the morning *jumps joy* No need to take train again. See how lucky am I?? Reached there at the same time with Wen Bing and chatted with him to kill time. A lot of people reached there and waiting outside Convention Hall with us but we get to go in first and had to squeeze in a bit. Zact formed so-called strategy for all of us so that we can equally reach our minimum target. It didn't work well at first, but later on, we all worked on solo. Zact came and check on our sales from time to time and asked any of us who reached target to help get customers for members who haven't reach target, it's our responsibilities to help out each other. But, not only that, after some times, most of the promoters helping out one another even though we were not from the same group. Some improvements compared to first day. When I reached my target, I was too lazy to get more customers and just walk around and served customers and got sales without intention. Some customers even dragged me to open receipts for them, am just lucky. When you are not desperate for sales, you can work freely and so, luck will be by your side. Made a few new friends and started to talk around with everyone without knowing their names nor asking them. Just friendly mix and talk around. Around 7-8pm, went for dinner with Zact, Seng Hoe and Wen Bing at KFC. Then only got to know, Zact and Seng Hoe are from Ipoh. Never mess around with them in Cantonese, can never win unless you are those Stephen Chow's movies and dramas fans!! I got attacked by them real hard. Also, called my driver(brother) to fetch me home. See, I'm working and yet, still got people fetching me back from work.

Conclusions: Zact(more than 6 Notebooks), Me(4-5 Notebooks 1 desktop), Wen Bing(2 desktops lost count on Notebooks) . . . the rest, just can't remember

3rd day(Final)

Daddy fetched again. I am just way to lucky. 9.30am reached and had to wait till 11am only can barge into my booth. What I meant by barge in is, it's just too many people lining up outside convention hall. I need to really squeeze in between them and say "Excuse me" *phew* darn many people. At the beginning, no customers and I just use the same tactics to get customers and guess what *=="* Seng Hoe did the same thing as mine and accused me stealing his customers *=="""* I think I was lucky because I got like 3-4 customers after one another. Non-stop writing receipts to customers. As usual, Zact came checking on my sales and were shocked when I reached my target within 1hour. Rest of my group members were still below target and Zact had 0 sales. He felt sick and uneasy because of the sudden rushed-in-customers, he was unable to breathe and felt warm. He got cold sweats. Helped him to get customers and reached target withing 2 hours. He obviously was stalking me all the time. I called his phone and he appeared right behind me when I ask "Where are you now?" *O.o* The last customers I got for him were a gang of aunties, OMG, those aunties!! sounded exactly like mummy. They bargained for the lowest of the lowest price. I couldn't deal with them and gave to Zact. Pity him, deal with them for more than an hour. I can see he didn't wanna deal with them. We couldn't refuse them since they were buying 2 Notebooks, 1 desktop and 2 monitors. How could we let go such customers?! Around tea-time, everyone reached target except Jo Jin. Zact asked me to help her up and asked Jo Jin to stick next to me and learn selling tips from me since I broke record in my team and helped Zact to reach minimum target within short periods. Final Malay customers, I gave to Jo Jin.

My final customers really reminds me to be alert and never make mistakes even small ones. She bought the cheapest Netbook and wanna do photoshops, change theme etc etc but with the most basic processors, RAM and Window 7 starter, just can't support all these. She wanna upgrade to Window 7 Home Premium and silly me saying, "YES, most probably can". When she was testing her Netbook, problems happened and found out, such basic processor couldn't support Window 7 Home Premium successfully. Then, she requested to exchange her just-bought Netbook to a upgraded Netbook(Intel Pentium Dual Core). OMG, I was like exchange?? by adding up a few hundreds. Had to deal with manager, finally manager allowed. But but but . . . when they finished dealing I was like out from the Ballroom, down to Hall 1, Zact called my phone and asked me to return to Ballroom because my customer wanna see me, rushed back to ballroom, met up with my customer, cancel their previous receipts, open a new one, gave to counter, cashier shocked, dig back a few hours ago copy-receipts, paid and settled!! Finally!! Made my way down to have my dinner with my family. Reached lift, OMG, customer called saying "Can you please come up to the counter, cause some problem of the stock" I was like *WTF* Rushed back up to counter and customer said, "Sorry, it wasn't your problem, just the stock-people problem" they apologized and I rudely replied "It's ok" Well, I felt like I was rude to them since I didn't even look at them and smile, only thing in my mind was, what the heck happen with the stock-people. Finally, done dealing with the stock and got them their stock. Run back to KLCC and eat Burger King. OMG, dead tired. Jam all the way from Hall 1-5.

Met up with my family and eat Burger King, first time finished up my drinks, thought can refill but changed already, no more refill. Ugh, why!! Chatted with daddy and brother. Sean told me, he saw me promoting Notebooks to a Malay customer. Mummy asked "Did the Malay customer bought?" *O.o* Which Malay customer?? I got a lot. Sean bought his bag, finally!! He stole my bag and use it for his college. He surveyed HP and Fujitsu Notebooks and commented bad specs but high price(Fujitsu) bla bla bla . . . Around 8.30pm, walked back to Ballroom. Zact called and asked for my total sales. I got 8 sales, 1 of the sales wasn't mine, Alex used my book. Around 9pm, that's the end of job. Zact took out his Canon DSLR and starts to take photos of everyone. Had a great time spending last minutes photo-shooting and last day with the rest of the promoters and made a lot of new friends. Went back around 10pm+. Only got to know, most of the leaders are from Utar college and know each other very well. Really had a great time in PC Fair and hope to meet them again soon, maybe in the next PC Fair. Miss Vincent, Mr Tall Guy(190cm) . PC Fair was a memorable day for me. People I met there were really different from NS and school and tuition. Most of them are 4 years older than me. Even my leader is 2 years older than me. Their age range were around 18-25. Never had such old friends.

It's good to socialize more. Get to meet different kinds of people. I get more confident with new people around me. A good start before I join in MMU(still haven't get confirmation yet).

That's all I supposed. Hopefully, I didn't leave out any details and memories about my first job and also first visit to PC Fair 2010. By the way, I met up with LYN CC people: Kampung2005, Jamie, Goonie, -broken-, *forgot*. Had a nice chat with them and promoters beside me thought they were customers and were shocked when they were actually my friends. Plus, Kampung2005 were guy-promoter-beside-me customer on Saturday. Really saw how shocked his face was *rofl*

Nice friends and experiences,

Aki

P:S: Met up with Realz and Zen. *lol* Too bad, I was busy serving customers. Gomene~

UCTI = OL

2010-04-13T21:39:00.002+08:00

I'M WORKING NOW~ YAY~!!!

I'm desperate on finding jobs nowadays. Stuck at home doing nothing but facing lappies 24/7 but not doing any homework for my PC Fair job in KLCC this weekends. @__@ I'll seek help from my uncle or my IT friends la, too lazy to do research, I wouldn't understand also *lol*

Before I started with my 2 days job life, let me talk about UCTI/APIIT. I DAMN attracted to that college now, no idea but that's how it is. I went there a few times already. Entered Enterprise twice and drive in there thrice but never ever got attached with it. I was being dropped in that college(consider IN because lepas guard house already) twice and waited there for 30mins and 60mins. HELL YAHHH~!! Waiting there doing nothing like an idiot seeing people, cars, buses and motorcycles passing by. Looking at different type of formal clothes students, teachers and workers are wearing. How to judge them?? Students are always with student ID tag hanging around their neck and a backpack behind. Teachers, without student ID tag and with a handbag. Workers, just stared at their face, you'll know whether he/she is worker. LOL. Now I feel like studying there instead of MMU. Not as bad as I thought it'll be, I guess. But, I just hate the heavy traffic jam from my house to UCTI/APIIT. It's sickening and dying. My brother is suffering from that now and it's already a year not to mention another 4 years to go *sigh* I don't wanna end up that way. This 2 days, I'd observed him driving to college early in the morning, pressing the break pedal up and down non-stop and speed up when the passed the jam. This morning, damn suckish, the whole road down Muzium Negara was blocked due to 2 big/fat lorry broken down in the middle of the tunnel that connects to Muzium Negara. Damn shitty right?? The whole road was Jammed for dunno how many kilometers away. Stuck in the car for nearly an hour already. My brother was late for an hour again. This is not the first time!!

Because of that, he can't fetch me to my work place and had to drop me in UCTI/APIIT AGAIN!!! DAMN FUKING SHITTY!! I waited for my uncle to fetch me from there *sigh* and sent me to work *lol* You may think he became "water fish", but you're wrong. He's not some "water fish" he's my BOSS!!! *chuckles*

Due to my unstable schedule now because of driving lessons and piano class so I chose to work with my aunt in her tuition center. No worries, I'm not becoming a teacher there, I already warned my aunt never to let me teach because I seriously hate teaching. I'll curse those brats aka students for being stupid and unable to understand my high-tech explanation *evil laugh* Sadly, I became an English and a Mathematics Standard 1 teacher *sob sob* and half Malay teacher. I'm just too sucky in my Mandarin, can't explain in Mandarin *sob sob* I'm a seriously a Chinese failure. I became a relief teacher on my first day of work, how unlucky am I?!?!

Today, which is my second day, NO, I'm not a teacher anymore *phew* I need to re-arrange and re-calculate all the bank statements and teachers' salaries of the year. (I was actually re-arranging my aunt's bad working attitudes. She didn't arrange according to months and just simply file them together. MY GOD!!) I'm her worker and I actually dare to tease with her summore *mmg xtau the word F-I-R-E-D* I tell you, her tuition center is so messy, I don't even have a work place to work, luckily Miss Chong was away part of the day so I can borrow her place and messy it up and didn't clean back, I'm a bad worker la. Never mind that. Not to say working as an office lady(was a clerk actually) but I'm just available just about anything: a teacher, a clerk, a waitress, a person onlin-ing(P1 is there), a student etc etc

Anyway, I'm only working 4 days in a week, depending on my brother's timetable. I'm still clueless about my salary since I'm such a slack-off worker(I'm being timid, it's actually the opposite). Even my aunt dunno how much to pay me *rofl*

Working tomorrow again, need to finish off my job fast, I hate delaying job especially office job. Waiting for my aunt to buy a Notebook so I can key in salaries statement. And I can't bare myself not being able to type in the day time.

My aunt suddenly think of, you can say as an idea, we(my brother and I) think it was a bright idea. My aunt planned to share money with my mom to buy a small and cheap apartment as an investment. Due to the time being we are both studying near Puchong, my brother in UCTI/APIIT and me in MMU, Cyberjaya not to mention my brother's girlfriend might be in UPM, Serdang we can stay in that apartment till we graduated. After that, that apartment can either use for renting or selling off. You know, that is actually a great idea. My brother can avoid traffic jam and waking up too early in the morning and too late reaching back home and too "ma fan" travelling back and forth during extra activities with his course mates, and I don't have to stay in Cyberjaya(not a big deal to me) and sometimes I can be a multi-task-er assistant again. During weekends, waited until my brother finishes his activities and fetch me back home to Selayang. On Sunday night, fetch me back to Puchong for tomorrow new week of schooling. This is EXACTLY an idea which will not happen EVER!! But IMAGINE if it happens, it'll be a HEAVEN for US!! YES, US!!

I typed too much. Stopping now~

OL = UCTI/APIIT,

Aki aka not a slack-off worker

P:S: Today, a student asked me a simple addition and subtraction Maths questions and guess what, I couldn't answer because I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND THAT QUESTION!! Yes, it was in Mandarin *cheeks red* I was sooooo embarrassed. None of the students know I can't read or talk Mandarin yet except my aunt, uncle and Miss Chong *sigh*

Lost appetite

2010-04-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

I LOST MY APPETITE!!! that I gained from National Service. Seriously, National Service served 6 meals a day and all are free really enlarge my eating appetite after I got back.

Now!!! I lost it. All because of too much gastric juices secreted and I completely ignore it and let it corrode my stomach wall all night long *ughhh* It as on Wednesday early morning around 2am. I was wide awake because of something and before that I slept 2 hours so kinda got energy. Something like afternoon nap. I tried to get back my sleep at 3am but couldn't because was wide awake, and I was hungry and I ignored it. Ughh, my stomach was growling crying for food and I leave it to starve. I was just too lazy to get down bed and seek for food. Suffering for 1 hr with that. Anyway, I doubt I'll be able to sleep after I get some food too.

I got up early that day. My air-cond was on and I was cold, got up, turn it off. Sleep back. Awake again. Felt hungry. Ignored(I'm a bad girl) Again the gastric juices corroding my stomach wall and worsen it. After it finished corroding, eating time. OMG!! I felt like vomiting. Dinner time, no appetite at all. My stomach is not digesting my lunch time food. It's like stuck in the middle of my alimentary canal and couldn't go down.

Today, went to Jusco because of some J Card member sales. Ate lunch, same thing happened. Whole journey, really wanna vomit. Dinner time, I didn't want to eat much because I know same thing will happen again. And it did.

I think I know what happen to my stomach. Too much "wind" accumulated inside and I couldn't get it out. I can't burp now. I forced, end up vomiting-feeling. Gave up *sigh*

This is gonna take some time to heal. Happened a few times during schooling, can't believe it happen again now *sob sob*

Kami-sama, please heal my stomach fast. I couldn't enjoy my food at all. I'm hungry but couldn't eat. Do you know how painful it felt??

Stomach-unwell,

Aki

No!! Absolutely NO!!

2010-04-07T00:08:00.003+08:00

NO, absolutely NO WAY!!

I will not discuss it with anybody. It is my business, none of anybody business. I don't want to drag anyone into my problem and became 3rd party. It is a problem that I should face and handle by me and myself only.

This is a promise I made this seconds and it will be a promise to be kept forever and to be buried deep inside my heart now and then.

But, I did find some way to deal with my problem indirectly. Some ways of mine *chuckles*

Promise to be kept,

Aki

Unable to talk . . .

2010-04-06T00:21:00.002+08:00

I don't have the courage to tell him what I'm feeling now

I don't dare to talk to him

I don't dare to wish him goodnight

I don't dare to send him any messages

I feel "alone"

He starts to leave me

I missed the "time" before I leave to NS

I missed the "time" I was in NS

I missed the way he cherished and make me happy when I got jealous and mad at him

Every single thing changes after "that" incident

He never finds me until I did

He's serious about what he was saying . . . but I didn't know or realized

Right now, all I can do now is keep my mind positive all the time and wait for the time to come

I hope the "time" is not a its-too-late time

What he said, looks like it's coming true *chuckles*

I hope he left this blog long time ago and never visits this anymore

What he read here may upset him

I don't want him to know any of my foolish thinking

But I do want him to care for me more

Craving for love,

Aki

P:S: The truth is, I do want him to read this blog but I wrote it in opposite

P:S: I should think wisely and be in his shoes

Once upon a time

2010-04-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

It's been some time since I hear those words from him

Should I be sensitive??

Maybe I should, maybe I shouldn't . . .

Why do I have this insecure feelings in me??

Unsecured,

Aki

6 hours crap talk class

2010-03-31T21:26:00.003+08:00

6 hours non-stop crap talk!! Yup, CRAP!!

I dunno what that teacher was explaining because I didn't pay attention at all. I'm gonna fail for sure, AGAIN!! I thought it'll gonna me like those normal days and class, alone sitting at one corner side and praying for the class to end quickly but today something unexpected to happen happened *@.@*

Met 2 new friends in that 6-hours-non-stop-crap-talk class. They approached me first, I am a shy girl, it's great if people approached me rather than me approaching people because every time I do so, I never once got to hang out with them or be-friend with them *sob sob*

3 of us got scolded and commanded us to change our sits from back to front but we still sit together *chuckles* but couldn't make any noise *sob sob* Yeah, we made damn lot of noise!! 1 of us even screamed in the middle of the class because of some topics we were discussing.

It's nice knowing more and different friends from different places. The best thing was, I was the 2nd last to be fetched from home and the 1st to reach home today. How lucky am I *evil laugh*

Currently interested in continuing my Japanese Language Proficiency in ICLS since my college is not starting until June, might as well use this 2 months free time to continue my Japanese language before I'm stuck with college business and schedule and no-transport. Still asking for information from LYN-tards, lazy to call and shy to call. I always have this problem of calling and approaching people, I'll get tongue-tied, end up nothing I could ask. Who would like to join class with me??

Crap class,

Aki

P:S: By the way, that 6-hours-non-stop-crap-talk is actually KPP 2nd class where you need to attend after passing Law-Computer-test. Seriously crap dude, have no idea why government give such things for us(victim) to attend to.

So Long Farewell

2010-03-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

I thought I was late for the party, guess what everyone was late @.@

Was really enjoyable. Yea, how can you not be when the people you are joining really know how to enjoy their life to the max. I'm just a noob here trying to fit in but I guess I fit in well. Should do this often. Weeee~~~

Next time, I'm gonna join in whatsoever party by whoever planned it. Muahahaha, included NS future gathering which I think is no more.

Okay, so this is how it goes. 11 people gathered and 10 people eating at the same table. 1 more went off herself somewhere. Ate Itallianies at The Curve. Half of the group were suppose to show up at 5pm and the other half 5.30pm but ended up around 6pm. Sucky MRR2 traffic jam like hell. Even I was late. Everyone following that road, sure late. 5 people went and kidnap Jo Ann which is the main star here. Celebrating for her going-to-NS-on-monday. After Itallianies, Secret Recipe turn. 2nd half went and kidnap Jo Ann from her house and Esther recorded the whole scene(sort of). Damn fun watching it even Jo Ann's mom was speechless seeing them doing so to her own daughter.

Eating dinner time, we chatted almost a lot of things. Jo Ann getting-ready to NS progress, Rachel's AJL interview-being-cancelled-reasons and her life in UNITEN Campus for 2 solid months. Then she explained to me how students there struggled in their Japanese lesson trying to remember all the hiragana and katakana characters within one day and her sitting there shaking legs. LOL. One step faster than the others, while people learning their hiragana, she's half way memorizing her katakana. OMG, I need to start learning my katakana!! Am suppose to study in NS camp!! I'm planning to take JLPT 3 end of this year in ICLS JLPT class.

Then, pool-game time. Actually it was the first time I really playing it because last time I only take photos of my brother and uncle playing it. LOL. I didn't even touch that long stick thingy. But, I'm a fast learner in such games. LOL.

Everything went well. Had a fun night. Didn't regret joining it even without close friends.

Farewell,

Aki

P:S: I hit 3 balls in pool game. YAY ME~~~

I saw the unseen

2010-03-23T22:36:00.002+08:00

I just saw the unseen just now.

Am I really that kind of person??

Is winning really matters??

He got pissed off because I didn't want to believe his word and became emo after that

To make things short, he went offline.

Guilty now. Finally he is honest to me. I noticed this long time ago but I ignored. I thought it's just a small case but I underestimated it.

I know what I need to do tomorrow. Maybe that will give me some guide on how to handle my interview as well.

Winning-type,

Aki

Expectations . . .

2010-03-23T21:32:00.004+08:00

I always expect something nice will come up to brightens up my day.

I always wanna change myself to be better

I always wanna build my self-confidence

and I always like to talk big but with no actions so everything just seems worthless

People eventually got used to my big talk and wouldn't give a damn about it anymore the next time I talk big

Maybe that's something I should change

People always says me thinking too much, think too far, something that is almost impossible to happen.

I expect something will happen yesterday night but nothing came. I guess I just expect too much. I should stop expecting something now and let it flow naturally.

Expecting the unexpected,

Aki

P:S: I have no idea what to wear this Saturday.

Outings . . .

2010-03-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

SHIT!!! I woke up late today and I forgot to wear my spectacles. Ugh!! Luckily I was trained to be fast in NS. Finished everything in 1 hour *blek*

Went to Mid Valley with Wei Jean, Siu Huai and Jessyca and me(don't forget Serene!!!). Saw Wafiy and his *arrkhhmmm* on his way there. I dunno why I kept on bumping to people today without intention. So, we're on the same deck ya da ya da . . . too pack, he kept on peeping at me(I can see you so obviously *failed to be a spy agent*). A few stations after, people getting lesser, finally can talk to him face to face *phew*

"You wear like a Japanese girl and those cute shoes"

"You should wear the Yukata to Mid Valley"

says, Wafiy.

I was like @.@ I admit that outfit is Japanese-ish but wearing a Yukata?!?! I spent hours to match such an adorable outfit(I'm not the kind that can mix and match my clothes) and you ACTUALLY gave ME such comments. =.=" (I'm glad I didn't wear the ribbon along, 50/50 wearing it in CF)

I ignored him all the way and talked with my friends. Anyway, Wei Jean remembered your name so clearly until we separated. Whooo~~

Reached there, surveyed this restaurant and that restaurant. Pity Wei Qing, we couldn't enjoy in her work shop and we troubled her a lot. Thank you by the way. On the way back to Mid Valley from The Garden, bumped into Zaedah and Maisarah. Followed Jessyca guiding us to Chilies and she guided us an information counter =.=" *Go straight, turn right, turn right*

Found Chilies FINALLY!! Got place, Esther, Fiona and Chai Yeen arrived. Cool~~ Scattered around to try our best to surprise Mei Yeen but EPIC FAILED. Anyway, she got so shocked when she saw us there. Hehe~~ So, not entirely EPIC FAIL. By the way, Jo Ann didn't know the way to Chilies and I have to go backstage and picked her like her mommy.

Shared foods with Jessyca(Glad we did so) then photos-shooting time with Mei Yeen. We were there like 3 hours!!! We laughed and laughed and laughed till my ribs cramped, no idea and my stomach was really pain and the worst is, I drank Coke. My stomach full of gas and I couldn't laugh, gas stuck in my throat!! Siu Huai talked and we thought it was some kind of jokes. After that, everyone decided to walk on their own. Some to play pool in Cineleisure Mall, some stayed in Mid Valley for shopping, some went home and some went to LowYat. I went to LowYat to search for bags and for fun. I just love going to LowYat, no idea why. I guided Maisarah and Zaedah to Lowyat from Sg Wang using the simplest way(I actually remembered), guided her to buy her headset. I bought these:

-.- iSplitter(bought a cheap one, wonder if it's good)

-.- Ipod Classic 160GB Protector

-.- Itouch protector

Finally I found the cheapest protector I have ever seen and it fitted just perfectly for Itouch but not IClassic. Well, that protector is for 160GB and mine only 30GB, obviously not my IClassic Generation but I insist to buy it because I love the pink color protector. Not like I like pink but different situation different case. LOL.

Then I took monorail back to KL Sentral but took the wrong train, got out the next station and turn back. Luckily still able to catch up with Wafiy. Purposely bump him in the same deck and bumped Jo Ann and her sisters as well. Wow!! Can this day be any weirder??

Took taxi from Kepong to Warta Lama. He paid for my taxi fare *a treat for me buying him present* His mom fetched us both back. Everything settled. Went to my neighbor and eat. Celebrating 21st birthday. Today was a tiring journey. From here to there and there to here, what's more I'm alone in the train from LowYat back to Kl Sentral. Was really anxious and scared.

While waiting for Wafiy's mom, he asked me questions which I think is unnecessary. Really, no girls will think that way unless it's my situation that I told you about IF you paid full attention. Don't worry too much, though.

I submitted a brief profile about me to a part-timer job, well, this is for sure not a prank because I checked and it really does exist. Wonder I'll got picked. Next Wednesday, attending interview to work in PcFair to promote laptop. I wonder what sort of questions they will ask and will I be able to be myself and answer them?? I really have no ideas.

Tiring and awkward day,

Aki

Anime Events

2010-03-17T12:12:00.003+08:00

GACC on this weekends in MMU, Melaka Campus. Attending MMU Open Day this Sunday to ask more about their college. Hopefully, I can join in that college.

No cosfest until July. G2ACE clash with Bon Adori, I might attend Bon Adori this year with Yukata without Geta *sob sob* but I wish to attend Penang's Bon Adori *sob sob* Let's see if Clayton is free on that day *chuckles*

CF no doubt end of this year, will attend most probably as a photographer?? My DSLR gone down the drain already *sigh* If Rebecca is there, it'll be cool!!

There's ANIMangaki, MITF and GAMP cosfest. But they're not until July and August. None of it interest me so far except GAMP. Might drop by in IMU Campus Bukit Jalil. *evil laugh*

Well, so far so good. Updated myself with cosfest again after 2 months 1 week living in jungle, mixing with people that don't commit themselves with anime kinda No Problem!!

I wonder if he's interested in all this events. Weird bringing it along to such events but there's always a first time to everything.

Anime addicted,

Aki

Muzic . . .

2010-03-16T17:04:00.002+08:00

OMG, R2D2 is going dead. Mummy's bad for dumping R2D2. *pat pat*

I missed NS life except for the foods, facilities, teachers, weathers ESPECIALLY PT PAGI!!

Rotting at home everyday. I'm getting rotten soon. Facing Acer 24/7 (getting scolded)

Thinking about which college to go to (sucky result) what to study

My straight A record is being ruined by me. *sob sob* I tore it down with both my hands and 10 of my fingers.

My contact lens expired, my eye ball is getting redder and redder day by day *sigh*

My Cafe World bankrupt *@.@* from 500,000 to 100

I'm meaningless and aimless now *sigh*

Sigh,

Aki

Home Sweet Home

2010-02-13T11:12:00.002+08:00

Wow, finally arrived home. Now I understand the meaning of "Home Sweet Home".

Stupid bus driver, went all the way to Shah Alam, came back down to Klang and back to Selayang when the bus was already in Rawang highway. I bet I already reached home so much earlier if I called my dad to come and take me in Rawang restroom when they stopped to fix the tire around 1pm. Guess what, we started our journey at 8am which is suppose to be 7am but as usual MALAYSIANS TIMING!! Never punctual and NS people are trained to be punctual on every activities or else. All of us were so like 30mins earlier ready!! And our journey from Perak back to Selangor was 9 hours which actually should be only 4 hours max, Kelantanese already arrived at their destination much earlier than us!!

I was in the same bus with Wafiy and CY. Disturb them all the time. I will never ever sit front seats in any bus anymore. I sat right above the engine and the sound of noisy was so annoying. Then, Affiq, Penghulu played some movie called Lord Of War, which sucks till the maximum. Can't you even choose a better movie for us to watched?!?! Just because we just finished our M16 activities doesn't mean we have to watch some movies related to shooting and yeah, Lord of War uses M16 guns a lot. When I went and checked the cds, I saw Night at The Museum, G.I Joe and Surrogates. I was like WTF!! So many watchable movies and he going and played that Lord of war and also Surga Cinta movies.

Guess what, I watched G.I Joe 2 days before I start my journey to NS an on the bus, I watched G.I Joe again. I watched twice on the same week!! I'm sick of that movie already. LOL.

I missed shower. Been a month didn't shower, everyday filled a pail with water, take the mug and scoop the water to bath. I actually bathed for 1 hour again. LOL. Once a habit always a habit. I look at myself at the mirror and found out how much darker I'd turned. My face turned harsh. Thanks to me not using sun block and moisturizer at night. *sigh*

I wrote diary almost everyday in NS and decided to post it up the blog. Just created. Feel free to read it.

People, I didn't wake up at 7.30am today to eat my breakfast and I'm feeling so hungry now. I ate a lot nowadays and I got this huge tummy. It gets even worst when I didn't do sits up x50 and push ups x30 every night and PT10 every morning. ROFL. According to Wafiy, my shoulder broadness got tinnier which is a good sign for a girl and yes, he sees through me, I don't have much body shape. *sob sob*

My friend is willing to borrow me her Yukata if possible with Geta but do I have time to travel to her house and learn the way to wear a Yukata?? It's suppose to be today I think.

Yukata desperate,

Aki

Spree

2010-01-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

Went shopping from morning till night. Aughh, leg damn soar. Someone please massage for me!!

Need Ogawa chair pronto!!

MY BAD!!! :

...Forgot to tell someone I'm going out shopping whole daytime

...Forgot to tell someone to concentrate on "da kei" the whole daytime

Damn guilty now. Please forgive me!! I'll inform you next time, I promise.

Wait, there's no next time. LOL.

Never mind, I'll give you back the time in January. Since SA II is out in January, you need to boil 24/7. Good luck on that.

Palms crying,

Aki

New Year, New Wish

2010-01-01T00:11:00.003+08:00

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010!!

Come to think of it, I'm proud of myself going through this year.

Knowing more friends, meeting new friends, play new games with each others. Quite unexpected not to mention not getting enough sleep at night.

NS is coming and I'm on hiatus starting on this Sunday. Gonna miss my friends.

Wanna enjoy my 2months++ NS to the max. Plus, I won't be alone there, someone will always "pui" me.

Next year, it's either college or Form 6 years. I wanna join in MMU to take my IT foundation since that's the only field I never give up till now. Never stop learning new things. Never stop improving myself(still a noob)

But, MMU is really far from my house, I can stay in their hostel. I don't mind but will my parents allow??

I'll be happy if they do. By then, FREEDOM is HERE.

Emoz,

Aki

Headache

2009-12-30T20:25:00.003+08:00

Ughh, my head is still spinning. I haven't been sleeping much yesterday.

Oooo, tonight might not sleep again. Gonna skype with someone.

YAY!!!

Palms cold, uncomfortable,

Aki

F

2009-12-16T11:58:00.004+08:00

OMG!!! I did something so stupid and humiliated. I went to Law test today and reached there around 9am. I registered and got my number, since I saw many people sitting and waiting, so I went and joined them. Waiting for 2 hours, my driver came and ask the receptionist. Guess what happened?!?!

I can already go in and sit for my test right after my registration. OMG!! I waited there like 2hours man!!! I didn't study and didn't revise, sitting there and playing games in my phone.

Went in and sat for the exam, finished within ... I didn't keep track. I decided to recheck my answers but I changed nothing. *=.=* I submitted my answer and guess what come out??

41/50 Gagal
Anda perlu 42/50 untuk Lulus.

Shocked!!! Totally SHOCKED!! Now I have to face my mom and dad and have to resit my test next week perhaps. This is such an humiliation. Not to mention, I quarreled with my mom because I'm not studying my Law book. Great, now it's pay back time for her.

OMG!!! I'm such a failure!!!

Failure,

Aki

P.S: I wish I changed at least one question just now so I can get a Pass. TOO LATE, AKI!! Face the Facts!! Then I remembered something, the one who sat for the test with me, also sit for the second time only pass. I saw him paying my driver extra RM50.

On the way, 3 boys sitting behind of me. 1 of them thought my driver where to go and he said he went there 4 times already. Meaning he sat for the Law test for 4 times to get a Pass. Thinking about it, I'm not that bad as well. But, thinking about it back, my brother pass with one shot.

Whatever it is, I still have to resit again and face my mom and dad. That's the worst and last thing I wanna do now.

Shipping.

2009-12-14T17:34:00.002+08:00

I wanna try buying things online but I need someone for help. I need to borrow your address so that my items will be sent to your place.

Whoever can help me with that?? Make sure there's someone full time in your house.

Hard ... very hard

2009-12-08T18:23:00.003+08:00

Finally SPM finished, zhong shun ho yi ming zhing yin sut kam, watch 宮心計. Ta yat joi mm sui yiu tao tao mou mou kam watch. Translate to Cantonese, yourself. LOL

Last time, watch little by little, those words are easy to understand and not complicated at all. Now, watch a few episodes together, MY GOD!!! their words super complicated to understand. Not to mention, I'm learning to speak like them. But, if I do, I'll probably end up in trouble. Either my opponents don't understand me or I created misunderstandings.

Tou wah jor 宮心計 meaning attack ones hearts, emotions and feelings with different ways.

Hard hard very hard. This hardness compared with SPM gan jik hai cha tin gung dei. *sigh* wai yao kao ji gei nou lik hui chun bo le. Zhing sou wai, ji yiu yao han sam, tit che mou sing chan.

Posters ... Flyers ... Advertisements

2009-12-04T14:37:00.007+08:00

Who wanna work?? Who wanna work?? Who wanna work??

Walk-In-Interview

Topshop Mid Valley is having a walk-in recruitment on 3, 4 & 5 (Thu, Fri & Sat) December 2009, from 10am to 7pm.

Retail
Assistant wanted!!!
Walk right in to be part of brands like
Topshop, Topman, Dorothy Perkins, Miss Selfridge.

Do no miss this opportunity! Hurry up and walk right in there today!

Fac ebook Event

This is the most exciting one.

Are you a beginner looking to get started in photography? Think you got the talent and want to win yourself a digital SLR of your choice (worth up to RM2500)? Or are you an experienced photographer looking to get yourself a nifty Tissot Chronograph watch (worth RM2150) to tell the time (obviously) when you’re out on a day’s shoot? Well look no further as Revven is conducting its first every Photo Blog Competition (And no, we have no nifty name for it, it’s just that simple)!

Competition Categories
Compact Category
Theme: Travelogue
Prizes
1 x Grand Prize: One digital SLR of your choice worth up to RM2500
2 x Subsidiary Prizes: One year subscription to Travelution Magazine (courtesy of our sponsor, Photo Creator Publication).
Restrictions
All images must come from a compact digital camera, mobile phone camera or camcorder ONLY.
Judging Criteria
Subject matter, content & creativity.
Technical skill will be overlooked for the most part (unless it’s absolutely terrible like a completely dark picture, for example) but the main focus is on the IDEA or the STORY behind the picture (or series of pictures)
Digital SLR Category
Theme: Just Don’t Forget to Shoot
Prizes
1 x Grand Prize: One Tissot Chronography watch worth RM2150.
2 x Subsidiary Prizes: One year subscription to Advanced Images Magazine (courtesy of our sponsor, Photo Creator Publication).
Restrictions
All images MUST come from a digital SLR camera (from any brand). Mirror-less interchangeable lens cameras are also allowed.
Judging Criteria
Lighting, composition, exposure control, subject matter & creativity.
Technical skill plays an important role here and thinking out of the box will give you an edge to winning. The more original the idea, the better.
Closing Submission Date: Midnight of 31st January 2010 (which means night of the 31st of January 2010 and morning of the 1st of February 2010).

Whoever wanna join?? Let me know. I'm interested to know who's joining as well. LOL

All these can be found in this blog

MEMOIRS - A Walk Through The Time
A Photography Competition and Exhibition Project organized by Film and photography (FPS) MMU Cyberjaya, aims to bring out the notion thought of every photographer about the memories behind of each and every photos.

The photography competition will be starting on 7th of DECEMBER, 2009 and your submission is most welcomed.

Main Event of MEMOIRS Project:
Photography Competition:
- 7th Dec, 2009 - 31st Jan, 2010
- Open to MMU and Public categories.
- Submission is FREE and to be done at our Official Website
- 5 Official Tittle for the Competition:
1. Arts of Human
2. Call of the Nature
3. Enlarge the Tiny
4. Valley of Concrete
5. Memoirs

Photography Exhibition:
18th - 20th Mar, 2010.

Stay tuned with our updates. *Check Official Websites*

Anyone interested?? By the way, it's at Kuching. More details: Visit Serene

*Strictly no reservations unless you pain thank you*

Lastly PIKOM PC FAIR III. I'm sure most of you knows about this.

Venue: KLCC
Time: 11am-10pm (I think)
Date: 4, 5 and 6th of December

This time there'll be freebies give-away *Or memang got already*

I also know that, those spoil/unused/old mouse can be exchange to a brand new mouse. Brand: Unknown.

The one I know is Laser Gaming Mouse which you can buy at 50% discount in exchange of your old mouse. Wish to change as well since I have a few Optical Mouse at home. Laser better, I can promise you that. Whoever is going?? I know SPM is still on, sadly, I don't think I'm going. *sigh*

Sources: LowYat Forum

New Idol

2009-11-17T01:20:00.002+08:00

I think I found a new idol besides Fai-zai. I think as in I haven't listen to all her songs with my heart yet. I'd only go through her songs and downloaded some that I like.

Trust me, you'll be astonished and bewildered when she sings for the first words.

"Because You Love me duet with Celine Dion"

"You'll Never Walk Alone" and "You Raised Me Up"

"I'll Be There"

There are a few more songs but the posters disabled the embedded. Sorry, couldn't post it up. Search it through Youtube.

In My Life is a great song from Charice.

Charice is only 17 years old this year. Year of Monkey.

Astonished and Bewildered,

Aki

Imaginations

2009-11-15T19:08:00.003+08:00

This is one of my imaginations that I got during on the way back from KDU.

*Ki-chan was waiting for bus inside KDU college. While she was standing, she saw her old friend and went to "him" to wish "him" good luck. But, something else she felt, "he" changed a lot". But, she didn't ask much and went away. A few minutes later, Ki-chan saw "him" smoking. Of all a sudden, every uncertainties are solved. "So, that's the feeling I felt", Ki-chan spoke in her heart.

Hidedari Kyodai: *whisper at her ear romantically* Ta-da-i-ma, Ki-chan

Ki-chan: Hika-chan, Kao-chan *bows* Okairi nasai *hug*

Lexxon: Oi oi, only they got the hug?? That's so unfair. You didn't see us for like 10 hours.

Ki-chan: Matagu, come here, let mommy 'sayang' you *patting*

Isaac: I still don't understand why Hidedari-san came back to Malaysia.

Hika-chan: That's because

Kao-chan: Ki-chan will be sitting

Hika-chan: for her SPM in two days

Kao-chan: and you know how weak is her

Hika-chan: so we came back

Kao-chan: to be her

Hika-chan & Kao-chan: sensei

Isaac: Huh?? But, you'll miss oba-san and oji-san special organised event??

Hika-chan: We spoke to our parents

Kao-chan: They don't mind

Hika-chan: Besides, it's just an event. It held every year

Kao-chan: we still can join next year

Hika-chan: Maybe we'll drag Ki-chan along next year

Ki-chan: drag??

*Kyle arrived*

Kyle: Yo!!

*hands over my bags and sweater to him*

Kyle: *staring* Yes, master

Hika-chan: *pointing at Kyle* Sebastian

Kao-chan: *pointing at Ki-chan* Ciel

Hika-chan & Kao-chan: Kuroshitsuji

Ki-chan: omedetou!! Both of you are the 10th lucky person

Lexxon: Turned to "him", you look familiar??

"Him": *eyes big*

Lexxon: Argh, you are the one Ki-chan is attracted to. *hands shake* Nice to meet you

Ki-chan: That was a few minutes ago, Lexxon

Lexxon: Eh, doshite??

Ki-chan: Not if he's a smoker

Lexxon: *shocked, turned to him* Etto, just now sorry, please forget what I said *moved away*

Ki-chan: *went to "him"* Sorry, ignore what he just said *walk off*

"His" 's friend: You like him??

Ki-chan: That was before I know he's a smoker. Now, that I know, I can finally give up.

"His" 's friend: Why?

Ki-chan: I would still continue to have a crush on him secretly but now I rather give up.

"His" 's friend: Because he's a smoker

Ki-chan: Yes, excuse me *bows* *walk off*

There's still one more but I decided not to post that. Or later.

Smokers hater,

Aki

P.S: The same colors are of the same person

Suggestions . . .

2009-11-08T14:43:00.006+08:00

These pictures are taken without further editing done.

I wanna ask all you who read my blog to just give some of your ideas, suggestions and comments.

3 pictures taken with 3 different mode and aperture.

Any difference?? I see some, though but still couldn't decide.

I need to brush up my skills for December. I'm worried I cannot handle it well and couldn't perform as well. I'm so shy with all of them *shy shy*

What am I talking about?? I'll not tell. LOL

Photographer,

Aki

宮心計

2009-10-31T19:53:00.003+08:00

I finished downloading first 10 episodes, So far, that's the much being aired in Hong Kong right now. Too bad no time to watch. *sob sob* and the file are freaking big, seldom download so big file because it's not a need since my pc cannot handle such high capacity but when I view it, DAMN!! a lot of tiny squares all over the the screen especially faces. The colors are too bright, unlike in the tv. I wonder why??

My brother got "Thunder" already but dunno when to install and also to help me to download movies and dramas. I'm tired of downloading one by one and checking it every 1 hours. I need "Thunder" very much now. I couldn't move on since I dunno how to read Chinese characters as much as my brother. When is he going to install?!?!

Airing in HK: Oct 19 - Nov 27

Episodes: 33

10 down, 23 to go. Downloading it making me wanna watch. First time downloading a drama same time airing as Hong Kong. NO!! Maybe I did do so last time but didn't watch it till now and it's in the memory disk sleeping and wasting my memory. 4GB++!!! That one also haven't finish downloading yet.

Finally can be on the same pace with those having Astro On Demand, but no time to watch LEH!!!

same pace of what??,

Aki

Japan Foundation . . .

2009-10-31T15:32:00.003+08:00

After getting my driving license, I'm so gonna go there and take a look. YAY!! Can't wait to go there.

To know more, click here

Beyond the Realm of Conscience

2009-10-30T13:30:00.002+08:00

I'm downloading this 《宮心計》 to watch after SPM. wow, come to think of it, I'd downloaded a few drama and anime to watch after SPM, will I have that much of time to watch?

Hehe, whoever want to watch this, can get it from me. So far only 9 episodes on air, just need approximately 9 days to download or lesser, depends on internet line.

What about "Born Rich", should I download as well, it's not really a type of genre I like to watch. Maybe I shouldn't, it'll just sleep in my computer, though. See first la, depends on how free I am. LOL

Don't get jealous, minna~,

Aki

Hello Once, Goodbye Twice

2009-10-27T01:39:00.003+08:00

It's been sometime since I blog. Too busy with SPM preparation and NO, I haven't have the confidence yet and Yes, I won't be having that confidence forever.

Well, just to drop by and post up something since both of my parents are asleep and I was suppose to study.

Heavens Swords . . . finished last week and I can't believed I woke up at 4am just to watch its second last episode. I love that drama. Not mistaken, 3-4 times have I watched. And I still wanna watch back. I can't believe I forced myself to remember its quote and guess what, after weeks I'd blabbered about that show to my friend, only that I found out my front row and side row friends too, watch this show and guess when I know . . . "The Last Day Of the Episode"

Its quote:

Mou Lam Zhi Juin, Bo Dou Tou Long,
Hou Ling Tin Ha, Mok Gam Bat Chut,
Yi Tin Bat Chuk, Sui Yu Chan Fung.

(Sorry, I can't type Mandarin and these are in Cantonese. For those who watched, correct me if I'm wrong especially the second phrase)

Feels kinda sad and weird and bored without that show. That was the only show I can watch during NOW!!

Guess what, I forgot what I wanna blog and my blogging is getting worse. Yeah, thanks for not blogging for weeks and almost a month. Yeah, when month comes, MY SPM will come as well. Why am I saying as if SPM is so scary?!?!

I just found out about IBT and I wish I can study there after O-Level. And I wanna continue my Japanese class, my mom approved that already. LOL

I found damn lots of websites containing states trials papers and it seems like, I am the only one who has the most sources. My friend is like desperate of getting Accounts states papers.

Dunno what to blog anymore. So, goodbye~

For no reasons, I miss The Twins,

Aki

P/S: I'm getting so addicted with Accounts and I slowly have the confidence in it. Thank goodness.

P/SS: As for 3 Sciences, nehh, I'll probable screw up one of it or all of it and will crash my hopeof getting a DSLR!!! ARGHH!!!

Failure

2009-10-08T02:44:00.003+08:00

I spent almost half day today to finish my SBP Add Math Trial Paper 2. ONLY PAPER 2!!

I continued with Biology. Can't believe Paper 1 questions were quite similar to 2005 SPM questions. Almost 25% of it are the same. I realized there's no paper 3. *sigh* I didn't even notice.

From now on, I'm taking the initiative to finish up as much states trials papers as possible. Since a lot of forum-ers said, trials papers have higher chances coming out. Who knows?? But I'm sure any revision or reference will help too if you already have the knowledge unlike me who are still in 0% knowledge.

Yeah, all the time I scored badly for trials no matter it's UPSR or PMR but I never afraid of the actual exam, I wonder why. But, SPM is different. I have no confidence at all *sigh* My bet for fooling around all these time.

Hopefully these 40 days left(more or less) will help me to gain as much confidence and knowledge and will not give me a heart attack.

May the god be with me,

Aki

P.S: I'm so excited after SPM and can't wait for it. I'm gonna be a photographer for CF. I hope my uncle is free from using his camera cause I seriously need his .

P.SS: Why must daddy got 1 week leave for this whole week?!?! when I, too have 1 week leave from school due to PMR exam. Okay, I arrange extra 2 days leave for myself. I thought I can spend this whole week to finish watching Hana Yori Dango. *sob sob*

P.SSS: I can only online when my parents are not around.

Survey 2

2009-10-02T20:16:00.002+08:00

WHO's
Who are you liking?
Juztin Fai-zai

Who is your best friend?
だれ　も　ない

Who makes you happy?
友達. But the most is あにめand　ドラマ(are they consider "WHO" category)

Who is your favorite family member on your moms side?
I don't even know their names nor close to them. I hate "Balik Kampung"

Who is your favorite family member on your dads side?
No one. I'm not close with them. I hate "Balik Kampung"

Who are you closest to?
Whoever that is around me

Who do you tell your secrets to?
R2D2 . . . Isaac . . . Lexxon . . . a few months ago: Charlie-nii-chan

Who were you with last night?
本(my English is so poor)

Who do you live with?

A bunch of my friends in my imaginary lands and with parents although I hate it so much . . .

WHAT'S
What's your full name?
だから、　秘密

What's your birth date?
五月二十九日

What's your favorite color?
Contrast colors

What's your favorite sport?
Tennis(wish to learn) swimming

What's your favorite number?
十三

What do you do in your spare time?
読む　と　ねむ　と　オンリネ。

What are your pets names?
No pets

What's your favorite song?
J-pop, C-pop no E-pop.

What's your favorite T.V. show?
As long as it can be watched

What's your favorite movie?
As long as it's nice and interesting. Horror and violent preferably.

What vehicles do your parents drive?
Waja and Honda City and Saga(my bro)

WHERE'S
Where were you on your last birthday?
家

Where do you live?
BBS

Where do you want to live?
日本　

Where was your last vacation to?
PD

Where did you go in a car last?
Tuition centre

Where do your grandparents live?
Seremban

Where do you want to go to college?
Not SPM or Matrix . . . anywhere would be fine

Where is your heart?
Left hand side of my chest

WHEN'S
When did/will you graduate?
2009

When do you want to get married?
25++

When are you happy?
When I got something I wanted so much??

When did you cry last?
Last holidays in the middle of my sleep

When are you moving next?
べんきょする

When did you last get a text?
A few hours ago

When are you going to bed?
When it's early in the morning

When is the last time you took a vitamin?
This morning before going to school

WHY'S
Why do you think you were born?
Ask the G-O-D

Why is Britney Spears so messed up?
Do I know you??

Why are you stressed?
SPM in a 46 days or more like 45 days

Why is MySpace so addictive?
It's bored la.

Why do clowns scare people?
Yeah, now you mention it, they do look scary. Just look at their make-up!!

Why are you bored?
I found nothing to do now and later need to do add math to keep me awake

Why is Tom Cruise so wierd?
Who's he?

Why are you taking this survey?

To kill time

-Aki-

Survey

2009-10-02T20:03:00.002+08:00

I found this in Ai-chan's blog. It looks nice and fun(better than tag, at least)

First off, what's your name?
First of, I don't reveal my name.

Okay, but what does your best friend call you?
This is also under revealing-name category

Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
Zen zen

Who is the fourth received call on your call log?
No idea. Lazy to find

If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Blue or red. LOL

What is the wallpaper on your phone?
No wallpaper. Just some SonyEricson's wallpapers.

How many pillows on your bed?
2

Who was the last text message you sent to?
Z. She owes me rm100 and I need claim it back asap

Is there someone you can't stop thinking about?
No someone got drama only

What was the best thing that happened to you last year?
Went to Cameron Highland with my uncle. Got his camera for like 2 days.

Do any of your friends annoy you?
Of course.

Who's the fourth person on your contacts list?
62002

Do you have a crush on somebody?
Does Fai-zai counts??

Who do you make fun of the most?
I'm the one being made fun of, yeah yeah its you Isaac!

Have you seen your best friend cry?
When I was still a kid, I don't even know she considers my best friend or not

Do you and your best friend act alike?
Never. Me is very different.

What is a noise that you cannot stand?
My mom's nag. Can hardly sleep.

Does your mom vacuum early in the morning, when you're sleeping?
I vacuum got la. LOL

At what age did you get your mp3 player or ipod?
15. Early present for my PMR

Who is in your house right now?
Mom and dad

What color is your laundry basket?
Red that got bleach into white

Where do you shop the most for clothes?
1U because it's the nearest and my dad wouldn't go anywhere but 1-U

Do your parents have a MySpace account?
They never care what I play through online. I have complete freedom

Have your parents seen your MySpace page?
Even if they found out, they'll never care.

Finished,

Aki

P.S: Survey 2, here I come.

Tag 5

2009-10-02T19:55:00.002+08:00

Ai-chan tagged me.

1) Saya suka?
- Seafood and raw food

2) Pada masa ini saya sedang berfikir tentang :
- Desperate of finding lyrics for my Cantonese songs in my blog

3) Bila saya tension saya akan :
- Watch anime and J-drama. I don't do stupid thing like "C-R-Y"

4) Tiga perkara yang akan buat saya tersenyum :~
- Got my own iMac
- DSLR
- Cosplay and Lolita
(More like a wish to me)

- Getting straight A's for SPM (my trials sucks man~)

5) Tiga perkara yang akan buat saya menangis :
- watching touching movies or drama
- Think of my Isaac past away
- sleep

6) Kalau saya ada RM100K :-
- Dunno. Too many things to list already

7) Sila beri tiga nama untuk ditag :

Whoever interested go ahead.

Tagged,

Aki

Tag 5 (Take 5)

2009-09-25T23:48:00.002+08:00

It's weird that I'm taking this tag so sudden. But, since it's long, feel like taking it. LOL

01. Who was your last text from?
My old tuition friend

02. Where was your default picture taken?
I have no default pictures

03. Your relationship status?
Single

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
I think so...I don't remember

05. What is your current mood?
Bored, enthusiasts in studying Japanese

06. How many siblings do you have?
1

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
I don't wish to reveal their name

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Japan

09. Have a crazy side?
Of course

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Near death eh?? No, near-accident-experience, yes

11. Something you do a lot?
Download

12. Angry at anyone?
It's a lie when a person says "NO"

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
My self-esteem and education

14. When was the last time you cried?
When I was sleeping

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
So far NO

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
I wish there's a bed with pillow to sleep??

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
お母さん

18. What is your favorite song?
So far is Cantonese songs that I put as default in my blog

19. What are you doing right now?
Onlin-ing . . . answering this

20. Who do you trust right now?
Isaac and Lexxon

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Morning pasar . . . more like buying it there

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Nope

23. Who is your best friend that lives closest to you?
iPod

24. Describe your life in one word?
Indescribable

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
だれも　ない

26. What should you be doing right now?
Studying obviously

27. What are you listening to?
Murmuring from TV downstairs

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
I don't remember

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
お母さん

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Of course, trying to catch attention la

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
My History tuition teacher, Mr Shiva

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
お母さん

34. What do you hear?
Sound of a fan turning around

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
No

37. Do you have a best friend?
Not really

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
No . . . touched?? Yes in a past few weeks

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
No

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yeah. Too desperate

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Yes

42. Are you currently jealous?
No

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Does earrings count?

44. What were you doing on Friday night?
Half-studying and half-sleeping

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes

46. Have you ever broken someones heart?
How am I suppose to know that?!?!

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
No, I'm used to it already

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Fever+ cough + flu

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
3am . . . watching anime

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
A year?? No . . . a month?? Yes

Finished high-lighting,

Aki

Extra

2009-09-25T01:30:00.002+08:00

There's a few updates.

The volunteer for CF.

Whoever think her/his self is good in photographing, you can take up photography instead of volunteer job. Videographer are needed as well.

Whoever interested please let me know, I'll guide you to the right place or you can just give me some of your details then it should be fine. This sign up is not as complicated as volunteering signing up.

-Aki-

P.S: Anyone interested in leaning Japanese, please let me know. I know a website which is very good and it fits all the requirement to sit the JLPT examination.

P.SS: Anyone knows a better tuition centre to study Japanese?? I wanna continue my study after graduation. I wanna graduate my JLPT Level 1 although it's super hard.

Tag 4 (Take 4)

2009-09-21T01:19:00.002+08:00

Tag by Rinee-chan:

What is your blog's name and why did you choose that name?

秋　の　家。。Aki's house. A house gives everyone warms, thrust and comfort. Same goes to this "house", it gives the exact feeling a house gives me. Of course, I would say this "house" is much better than my house *sigh*

What is your current blog's link and how did you think up the name?

kimiko-upsndowns. Etto, it just came into my mind. I just thought, this will be my future place to express myself, which also means there will be happy and sad story coming up. Proverb says ups and downs stands for it. That's how I got my blog named kimiko-upsndowns.

What is your style of writing in your blog?

Style?? Any style will do as long as it suits me and comes from what is in my mind. I would so much like to write the whole thing is Japanese but that's rather impossible. I'm still a noob.

Have you ever felt like deleting your blog?

NO. Zettai Dame Da Yo. I put so much effort into writin g out a post, how can I just throw it into the sea. That's rude and it's not fair to my R2D2(Part of my blog's name)

What do you think about the blog of the person who tagged you?

Dunno. I just take it whenever I see my name written.

tag 10 people

Thrust me. Nobody is interested to take this weird and boring tag, only I am that 'Boring" people.

Tagged,

Aki

P.S: Once again I'm legalizing. Respect my age and address me accordingly. I mean with the -senpai, -san . . . thingy. I won't acknowledge anymore those who doesn't want to respect me!!!

それ　じゃ～

秋 の 家。。

My Friend ...

Coincidence??

Selfish Thoughts 01

Self-requirements

As being said~!!!

Rules??

Sleepless Nights

Tired Long Day

Inner Feeling

2nd Times

3 months later

ABRSM Theory Exam

Back in MMU + SMK Kepong Baru + Exam + Movies

(T.T)

Lame Picnic + Noob Paparazzi

. . .

Sick Days Ended

Room Changed again

Skating in Sunway Piramid

Invincible Lens

Japanese Cultural Society

Bad Luck Day

Movie Time

MMU CYB MMU CYB

Important quotation

Long bloggie

Mom

Driving lesson

Bad day

I dunno why and I couldn't care

Speech

Works . works . works

PC Fair

UCTI = OL

Lost appetite

No!! Absolutely NO!!

Unable to talk . . .

Once upon a time

6 hours crap talk class

So Long Farewell

I saw the unseen

Expectations . . .

Outings . . .

Anime Events

Muzic . . .

Home Sweet Home

Spree

New Year, New Wish

Headache

F

Shipping.

Hard ... very hard

Posters ... Flyers ... Advertisements

Competition Categories

Compact Category

Digital SLR Category

New Idol

Imaginations

Suggestions . . .

宮心計

Japan Foundation . . .

Beyond the Realm of Conscience

Hello Once, Goodbye Twice

Failure

Survey 2

Survey

I found this in Ai-chan's blog. It looks nice and fun(better than tag, at least)

Tag 5

Tag 5 (Take 5)

Extra

Tag 4 (Take 4)

秋　の　家。。