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♥ 2010-12-15
My Friend ... Thank you for being my good friend for this few weeks ... We got soooooo close after 2 days of knowing each other ... Went out yum cha till midnight was FUN ... You never say tired ... You never complain ... You never whine ... And now ... Turns to ... Everyone is saying ... Both my room mates are count down-ing ... ==" I told you ... I'm not interested ... Because of my current feelings ... I were touched ... What you did that night ... What I warned you ... I hope ... I don't ... I scare ... You're only a ... Sorry ... for the time being ... even I wanted it ... very much ... - 楊千嬅 - 可惜我是水瓶座 - even though I am not 水瓶座 (^.<) i get off
@03:07 ♥ 2010-11-29
Coincidence?? I don't know when I don't know how But I know something is starting right now~ Yes, it is a song lyric but it relates to my feeling right now. I always bump into people when they are really PISSED OFF!!! Coincidence?? or fated?? or I'm just facing FP aka face problem?? Been through last semester 2-3 times, OH!! that was "ME" causing the pissing off~ ==" yeah, I'm always a trouble maker that no one can endure, if can, I salute!!! But so far, record is still null. In 2nd semester, someone caused another person pissed off and that "another person" need someone to talk with, and found ME!!(maybe I'm just TOO hardcore online and doesn't mind people sms-ing, fb-ing or msn-ing meALL the time even I'm freakishly BUSY) telling me how he'd gone through his day and everyone kept on picking him to do stuff when he'd declined them properly but still people insisted him to do. Complicated to understand?? Go learn your English!! Before that, I think I'd been with another person with pissing off feeling too, but he gave me the feeling he'd gave up on helping because he couldn't do anything anymore, plus, he's not in that division and everything planned out so 'suddenly' and lack of man power obviously!! anyway, he did make up for another event, I think which is a bigger and awesome event (^.^) too bad I didn't attend due to some personal reason. And coincidentally, both these person got pissed off of the same case, "Car Case". They're the GUY, some how being showered by societies by the 'responsibility' of fetching and driving ==" weird eh?? and when a girl said "Hard to drive at night" is totally a bullshit and an excuse for a guy. In my opinion, I DUNNO!!! I drive like kanasai!! Will only cause accident on the road and make other driver life miserable. But for me, I love people fetching me at night, especially a guy, safer?? Maybe, but the feeling is really nice and secure!! I love traveling by car at night!! Ooookkkk, I lost my inspiration to blog on what I wanna blog. ROFL!!! That person back to his normal self, I think. Hopefully, my sense were right just through sms (>.<)" No need for me to emo and worrying. This week passed, I'm a VICTORIOUS!! Hoping that he'll make my way, Serene i get off
@03:10 ♥ 2010-11-19
Selfish Thoughts 01 I am annoying I am selfish I have a SUPER sucky attitude and most importantly I am nothing but a bothersome and a burden to you I'll leave I'll disappear I'll stop Good luck for you i get off
@02:17 ♥ 2010-11-17
Self-requirements Self-requirements?? What self-requirements am I talking about?? academic?? pfffttt~ My self-requirement for academic dropped ever since streamyx reached my house ROFL unbelievably streamyx affected my academic result badly. I remembered how I chase/fight for the best result. I made sure every paper I sat, I got an improvement except BM ==" even if the subjects were hard, I'll still maintain mark. It's MARK not grade. Let say Grade B is 60-79, I got 70, I'll make sure I remain in 70 range, not below it even though it's still under Grade B but 60 and 70?? See the big gap in between?? Ok, back to topic, my self-requirement this time is about my future boyfriend. pfffttt~ Serene wanted a boyfriend?? Wonder if it's almost the end of the world. Wonder who's the unlucky guy getting Serene. One good thing I have to say about myself is I don't spend money on make ups and I don't waste time on make ups(DUHH) and those girlish stuff. BUT BUT BUT, I waste my time in bathroom bathing, ROFL!!! I'm sure EVERY girl about 90% made a list of requirements they wanted from their boyfriend, no doubts!!! why?? Because a girl like me always got complains from friends "Open-minded girl", "over reacted girl", "hyperactive", "Not feminine", too, have list of requirements of a boyfriend, IMPOSSIBLE, other girls DON'T!! So, typical Serene listing out requirements of her future boyfriend, a few years ago:
Habits I don't mind my boyfriend having:
This list can go into dustbin now. It's no longer needed nor followed. Ever since I got into University life, it's no more mixing with just only your age, class or same faculty friends. It's all about mixing around in your university, and friends you would get to know will not all be the same age as you anymore. As I mentioned, preferably IT course guys because obviously they speak gadgets/IT but I see it wrongly, people who can speaks it need not be in IT, they could be other than IT but still knowledgeable. I have friends who studies other course but damn good in IT, better than me summore >.<" instead of the normal situation, instead of they come to me asking for IT source, I have to go to them. Irony huh? Sorry to say, my high school has less IT fella(actually I found none), even a NOOB IT fella like me was treated like an IT GODDESS, and my Computer Club was conducted by students and teachers have no ideas what we were discussing ==" Looking through my list again, I don't see any picky requirements >.<" normal and acceptable, pfftt~ But most important of all is my boyfriend can endure my annoying-childish-bratzy behaviors >.>" and love me for who I am, accept all my defects, love them all even though sometimes truly drive them crazy. I accept yours as much as you accept mine. I only want and wish to have a loving boyfriend that able to control my attitudes, need not be romantic in others eyes because you are mine and I am yours. And you need not shower me with your money, I don't mind paying my own meals because I don't need you to do so. I believe love is not only about treating/paying your partners everything. I'm not searching hard now, I am enjoying my life so far. Leave everything to the god to decide my future and fate. Toodles, Aki P.S: Sorry if you find it confusing, I wrote this in the middle of the night 5am. Not awaken in the middle of the night, is I did not sleep AT ALL!! P.S: My "get-off" time is only 3am, don't worry it's not a mistake because I started blogging at 3am and stopped at 3.30am, went out, came back around 5.30am and continue blogging. i get off
@02:52 ♥ 2010-11-09
As being said~!!! Previous post of mine: Rules?? I broke them ALL!! as said by him (T.T) "You already got what you wanted, obviously you will not follow those rules anymore la" I wanna show him I WILL NOT!! Even though, no more earnings. But But But But Disappointing!! I broke them all without me realizing it. I didn't realize I'd been sleeping at 3AM+ almost everyday, not even once earlier than that (maybe yes about 5-10mins early) Any difference?? (>.<") I'm truly sorry for not acknowledging your teachings and lessons anymore. Ya, you're right, I am a hopeless gal that will never learn and turn the bad to good, instead kept on blaming own self, to improve myself to be better is almost impossible (excuses) But, I still remember what you told me and will continue to strike harder to change my bad habits into good habits *finger crossed* Cheerios, Aki PS: I have my own reasons why I kept on declining your awesomely drooling offers. Man, you have to stop doing that, it's seriously serious tempting. But, I am glad I were at home when such offers offered, still able to tahan *evil laugh* i get off
@19:47 ♥ 2010-10-27
Rules?? A little short post. Rules?? What are rules?? As I know since young: Rules ARE meant to be broken YUP!!! And so, I'm breaking all the rules I can break now YES!! Including yours!! Well, since I already got what I wanted and you already gave me what you promised No doubts for a spoil bratz to take back her words It's nice breaking the rules Go against the law Go against everything that has been set Nice to make someone headache Those feelings I got in return is no other than PLEASURE BUT Deep inside That spoil bratz is still following your rules Quietly Silently Without your knowledge Without your concern Without your gifts Because, she knows Your rules are for her own good And hope that one day She'll turn from a spoil bratz to a true girl i get off
@11:37 ♥ 2010-10-19
Sleepless Nights I didn't get enough sleep for these few days (T.T) What I blogged last post, I were excited about movie watching on last Sunday, so I couldn't get myself sleep "properly" on Saturday's night, worrying this and that *sigh* well, it's normal for people to get anxious and excited the day before they're going out (>.<) When I thought I could restore my sleep on Sunday's night since Monday class is in the afternoon but, blame me!! for addiction to online *sigh* ended up sleeping at 3AM!! Monday morning woke up at 11.30AM, found out that Physics report needs to be passed up before 12PM!! SHIT!!! 30 minutes LEFT!! Somehow finishes on time but cheated *sigh* I'll never repeat such act anymore, seriously I may get a heart attack. Although I slept at 3am but it was a nice sleep, a thorough sleep till morning without any disturbance such as HEAT!! The temperature was nice and cooling somehow on Monday. Classes till 7PM is not a joke, it WAS suppose to be tiring but somehow I felt fun in Monday's class ONLY last Monday (>.<)||. Dinner with Andy, Henry, Jez and Kent in cyberia and had my COKE no doubt. For the whole dinner time, we talked through about Chinese old dramas with those kung fu master skills, shocking there are people who watch such dramas and really get to know it in details, I thought I was the weird one. Just when I thought of going back hostel and rest + bath, message received asking me to head down parking place to collect my stuff, oppss, my friend's stuff, since he already drove his car and waiting downstairs, couldn't reject *sigh* Tiredly and lazily moved my butt and legs which is 3 floors high, it was annoying. Well, that's the "not nice" part but at least he cheer me up, asking me interested to go "COKE" or not?? Due to laziness and tiredness, I couldn't hear well of his words but "COKE" word is the only word I heard ROFL, that word forgets my tiredness and laziness *evil laugh* *runs up my room and took my wallet* Okay, so he brought me to COKE and I simply wanna him to drive further, simply being an annoying-bratz-princess and nicely torturing him *evil laugh* ended up COKE + Mcflurry in MCD AGAIN!! This time I managed to refilled 3 times, 2 times finishing there, 3rd times refilled and left in the car until reach my room, nicely sipping it (^.^) On the way back, in the car Zzzz it was errrr kinda errr sorta errr .... never mind, let's just be a secret between me and him, alright?? Again, I overdose COKE, the next morning, damn STOMACHACHE!!! Regrets?? Nehhh~~ By the way, I lied LOL~ my class starts in the morning 9AM, was actually having same time with you but doesn't matter because it was only an hour class and I have 4 hours break after that (^.^). This whole story tells that I missed my early sleep on Monday again because COKE, YOU DISTRACTED ME!!! It's Tuesday today, will I be sleeping early?? Was DAMN sleepy just now, COKE-ed, sleepiness reduced. COKE-girl, Aki i get off
@21:07 ♥ 2010-10-18
Tired Long Day Saturday night received a call from Aunt Sui Keow asking wanna join in dinner with Stevie and his family in Klang, it's definitely a YES since I still have to travel back Cyberjaya. Then, asked me to find times to watch movie in The Garden 3D version. Must not be too late or too early ==" 2 o' clock seems to be the best timing. Everyone agreed, and The Garden 3D version cost RM28 per seat!!! 9 tickets = RM265.50 transactions. First time, transacting such AMOUNT and not using MY account *evil laugh* Reached The Garden, Stevie's parents asked "You came alone?? Parents??" after that, Kwee Tai asked the same question ==" so both of them were like shocked of me A girl going all the way to MidValley alone!! at least with Sean also consider BETTER than being ALONE. Why the shocked?? Before that, Sui Keow was shocked as well but gotten used to it and ACTUALLY happy because she doesn't need to come all the way to Selayang to pick me up ==". All those aunties already a MOM so they KNOW the fear of letting own child going out alone ESPECIALLY a GIRL!! The first praise from Stevie:
So, everything was not settled by Saturday midnight because Maybank account not enough money ==", maybank CDM machine out of service, needs to wait till morning to CDM in another Maybank franchise. Because of that problems, I slept at 4.30am and woke up at 10am. Rushed through booking + breakfast + bath + class at 11.10am!! While bathing, suddenly receive another call saying need extra 2 more seats!! WTF~ Sean was badminton-ing, he will never hear his phone message ringing, how on earth to get TAC?!?! Reconfirmed, no need to book anymore, that seriously pissed me off. And yeah, I didn't get enough sleep for the whole night!! After class, rushed to KTM, rushed to MidValley, rushed to The Garden (Seriously got lost on the way to GSC Garden) Yum cha-ed with uncles and aunties after movie since still having 1 extra hour before starting journey to Klang *sigh* A few praises from Stevie.
Yum Cha-ing time, chatted with Stevie's parents. Another praised.
Funny thing, was already above Jusco but Ah Mun brought me to Metrojaya, knowing it's wrong, walk all the way back to Jusco again!! Was wearing 3 inches heels and he was carrying his baby ROFL so both of us suffered!! In Klang dinner time!! Talked A LOT!!! All about gadgets, IPHONE 4G!! History of Apple's, launching of Iphone 1G, 2G, 3G, 3Gs and 4G, OS 4 advantages and disadvantages bla bla bla ... I-City~~ Okie!! I wore 3 inches heels walking around I-City!! Daddy and Ah Mun teased "You helping to plant paddy is it??" ==" I took Ah Mun's camera for shooting, alright!!! Downgraded!! I don't remember how to set the correct aperture and mode function anymore!! All pictures taken by me were TERRIBLE!! Managed to brush up a bit with more snapping >.<|| but got bored because almost every "lights" are the same pattern and crowded with people so I just hand over the camera back to Ah Mun and let him do the job unless he wants me to snap family pictures. After everything, back to Cyberjaya and till now, I haven't started revision on Math Probability for Quiz tomorrow and Physics Lab Report still BLANK!! Something I remembered, 3 weeks consecutively I went out on Sunday. 1st: Gold Coast Sepang 2nd: LowYat 3rd: Klang Will there be next week?? 3 consecutive weeks cracking head on what to wear!! and wore contact lens which I don't do last time. Seems like next week having plan going PD with JCS but am not fully confirmed yet. If that's so, alright 1 month going out. Dozed off, Aki i get off
@00:55 ♥ 2010-10-12
Inner Feeling I miss you When I don't see you I got nervous When I receive your call/sms You kept on Flashing in and out in my mind I remembered Fun times we had together I'll ended up Smiling What are all these?? What could this means?? I thought of "Love" at first but it's a weird way for me to fall for you in this way. Perhaps it's an admiration. Admiration for me is a "pass-by" feelings, it'll disappear after some times. A few days to a few months but this feeling never "pass". After some times of not seeing you, I really felt fine and finally things start to show positive signs BUT ... when you asked me out for dinner/movie, my heart was beating out of rhythm. Excited + nervous, what ever I were trying to accomplish FAILED!! I couldn't wait to see you. Have I really fall for you?? When will this ends?? What will happen to us if you know it IS you, when I already know you have no feelings on me?? Will we ever be friends like we always are?? I'm confuse Please help me Must I wait for another year to pass, when you completely aren't by my side (literally) for me to forget you?? A year is not that slow, right?? Feeling, please leave me alone I'm not ready I don't want to be hurt again although he seems to be a promising gentlemen If I'd never met you, If I'd never find you, I WILL never have fall into this pit BUT I'm not blaming you Because you showed me You made me believe Existence of LOVE Once again I blame myself Myself to be blamed No regrets Because I really LOVE it Do not worry, Mr Anonymous, because 'you' will never know who 'you' are because 'you' are Mr Anonymous, the one I'm keeping this secret feeling from. Toodles, Aki i get off
@01:09 ♥ 2010-09-11
2nd Times 2nd day driving!!! The whole road is mine!!! No cars at all!!! Should perform excellent right?? NOOOOO!!! Not much different from yesterday *sigh* Did 3 point turn today, whoa, I totally forgot 3 point turn!!! I forgot what to do during 3 point turn, where should my eyes look, where should I turn bla bla bla ... I wonder how I passed my driving?? How can a graduated driver drive suckily?? Is it the same as a graduate student coming out to work also that sucky?? Sean said P is stand for "Pow" means "Rasuah" (=.=)" I admit la I pow my license but only on the road maaaaa~ LOL!! Ok, that's why my on the road so damn sucky. Tomorrow training again, I think will be in Selayang Jaya area, yeah, training there fun because it's too complicated (^.^) Don't worry, Raya seasons, everyone balik kampung, the whole road is mine!!! I love driving fast, damn fun!!! I wanna drive HONDA CITY!!! PROTON WAJA not nice!! SAGA also not nice. Anyway, will be driving City on next Monday too. Can I drive to Sg Wang on Tuesday?? NOT!!! Don't think I'm allow to drive at night yet and I don't know how to drive to Sg Wang. I mean I know how to go there as in giving direction to a driver, not being a driver driving there. A girl is a girl, can't handle too much pressure but if possible I wanna drive, convenient~ challenging myself, not a bad thing. Toodles, Aki And I still haven't start study yet!!! Study now~ i get off
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