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2010-06-22
Bad Luck Day

What a big mouth I have!! Good in saying people but not own self.

Saying people this and that, finally pointed at own self. What I said before that came true, just as I said.

I wanted to blog about what I am feeling now and the whole truth but I have no guts. All I can say is sorry and hope to receive some miracles of what I'm suppose to receive later.

Speaking of sorry, I didn't even apologize to him NOT a single SORRY words!! I defended about myself today but I know, he knows the truth. He sees everything inside me, my mind. And I see him too.

I suppose I'll ask daddy to teach me this coming Sunday. Gain my confident back, that's one side of me. What done is done, once a past always a past. No one can change the past.

Once a person face that situation, that person will be extra cautious about you until that person sees some changes in yourself.

I have no face to face him anymore. I dunno what to say, all I know, once I see him, it'll remind of me the past and what I had to him and myself. How much I humiliated myself, why did I do that!! Why did I risk something that I shouldn't risk!!

Nothing can make up what I had done to you, no matter how many times I say sorry here, you wouldn't know.

Sorry is indeed no cure, sister:
Aki





i get off
@15:03
2010-06-08
Movie Time

Suddenly I received Jessyca's message inviting me to watch Happy Go Lucky with her friends and someone is fetching.

Wooot~ Met new friends
  • Keith
  • Eric
  • Chang
  • Tracy
  • Dominic
  • Andy
None of them are from the same faculty as mine and are so much out-going than IT students. I have to admit, IT students, mostly no cars and G-E-E-K meaning staying inside the room and online online online. Some playing online games, famous one of all D-O-T-A.

Reached IOI Mall around 6pm, lucky we were early, less JAM. Incredibly, I know ways around Puchong since I worked there for 2months and Uncle Leong always drive to lunch not to mention me bringing Sean go travelling all the bullshit roads, eventually I learn my way in Puchong area as well. Bought tickets of 8 people. Dinner in Wong Kok Kopitiam, FINALLY I get to eat there!! Been waiting for ages since I tried Kim Gary and Wong Kok is definitely a MUST!!

Shared dinner with Jessyca. Both of us can't finish the whole set of meal, sharing is better!! Baked Cheese Rice Pork Chop!! Yummy~ People: Wong Kok's Baked Cheese Rice is a MUST to try, trust me, it's sooooo much better than Kim Gary's. Decided not to order drinks even though I wanna have Yin Yang Milk thingie: Hong Kong famous drinks ^^

Was late for movie but doesn't matter, Happy Go Lucky movie is not funny at all and basically just about "DO NOT GAMBLE!!" moral values. Had a few discussion on Orientation debating topics ^^ nothing much though, just one's opinion whether to have sex before marriage or after marriage. What's the point of debating?? I go for after marriage ^^

After movie, went out to Bandar Puteri Food Court to yum cha *LOL* Eric, Dominic and Andy haven't took their dinner yet, so we're just accompanying them and I finally had my COKE!! Keith mentioned about DOTA gamers, and I also joined in the talk. Everyone got shocked I know DOTA and thought I play too which I don't. Sorry, guys!! Found a few friends decided to join Photography Club and Christian Fellowships. Let see, some games I mentioned:
  • DOTA
  • HON
  • LEFT 4 DEAD
  • COUNTER STRIKE
  • SUDDEN ATTACK
  • RESIDENT EVIL
  • FATAL FRAME
  • PRINCE OF PERSIA
  • RED ALERT
  • STARCRAFT 2
  • Assassin Creed
*evil laugh* See, I know all the online games and Keith thought I'm a gamer *rofl* I swear I never know how to play those games, never touched not even the basic but I guess will learn it soon. Got back home, start with DOTA. Got new lappie, install L4D, owh shit, L4D games spoil *sigh* Can't help to know all the online games since my friends all kaki online games, whoever is reading my blog, you know la who you are. Then TVB and Anime dramas all added in.

Before we started our journey, Keith got shocked when Tracy is not fetching us back meaning no one is showing us ways and he's not familiar with Puchong area and none of us in the car actually stay Puchong. And me suggested I can guide Keith and for the first time, I didn't give bullshit ways!! Keith driving was fast, I can feel the speed even though you were only driving 90km/hr maybe because of manual car. It's much more smoother and power.

Keith and I talked a lot. Non stop talking about FOM courses and I'm in FIT. Especially Accounting was the best, seems like both of us were an account student back in SPM and getting tally answer was the best and satisfying part!! Both of us have opposition as well, he loves Integration, Statistics and Differentiation. Hates Probabilities. Me: Vice Verse. Suggested me to further in Actuarial Science but nehh, not interested.

I can be almost in any fields just depending whether I'll be forcing myself to graduate or enjoying my graduation.
  1. Business and Accounting: I love them very much and account was one of my favorite subject ever.
  2. Engineering: I always wanna do nanotechnology back in Form 3 but I never knew it's under engineering course. Since I screwed up my SPM result, hard to convince daddy I wanna further in engineering *sigh*
  3. IT: It's part of my leisure. I spend more times in front of PC than ladies' stuff. In fact, I'm sooo lazy in almost everything except PC and photography especially accessories to upgrade one's PC and DSLR.
  4. Actuarial Science: Not a problem, Math is one of my favorite subject as well.

Twisting here and there and I still ended up with IT *sigh* Hopefully I'll not regret it in future. Uncle Leong said IT is so much of use in future since the whole world is now developing using IT. IT students are definitely a NEEDED type. But who knows??

First outing,
Aki

P:S: Keith thought I always go out here and there because I'm good around Selangor area *pffft* No way, my second home is Kuchai Lama, Puchong accidentally got connected because I worked there. Eventually, Subang, Putrajaya, Cyberjaya, Damansara Utama, Kelana Jaya and Bandar Utama got connected as well ^^ but sorry la, I dunno my ways in Shah Alam ><"





i get off
@00:33
2010-06-07
MMU CYB MMU CYB

1 week passed in MMU *sigh*

Orientation ended
Classes starting by this week
Mine starts on Tuesday meaning Monday totally free *jumps of joy*
Can sleep in *claps*

Major problem now, I dunno where are all the classes situated at O.o Ya ya, all the codes of classes here are so complicated and the codes just don't make sense to the faculty ~___~

Oh yeah, Orientation was almost the same as NS life just that, NS make you sleep at 12am, and orientation doesn't let you head back to room until it's officially 12am. By the time, you wanna sleep, trust me, it's already 2am. 6.30am roll call *WTF*

Foods also no different from NS *++"* OC aka Orientation Committees were great and hilarious and fun.

Summary, I dunno what to write about my MMU Orientation Life. All I know is, I have no time to
  • Wash my clothes not even my undergarments
  • Mop the floor
  • Sleep well
  • A whole complete week of "NO-ONLINE"

I skipped Course Registration day because my room mate went back home on Thursday night and I don't feel like staying in hostel any longer even though I can call up my friend to sleep with me and also because I need my mom to wash all my clothes. THAT'S WHY!! Besides, Course Registration is one hell simple job, can get it done at home. Called mommy and fetch me around 11.30pm!! Well, at least I get to sleep on my bed and shower in my room till there's no tomorrow. Family used to it now ^^

That's all for now. I dunno what to blog though. I'm feeling a lot happier now since UNI life isn't that bad after all. Still finding gangs. Hopefully, I can find girls, I don't want to always be with the guys. Daddy is unhappy, mommy is unhappy, everyone is unhappy. But girls?? I have issues with them, that's what I was thinking till now *brain storming* But, girls in IT field *sigh* less than 25, guys lost count.

Toodles,
Aki





i get off
@00:57