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♥ 2010-04-22
Works . works . works

TIRED!! DEAD TIRED!! Ever since PC Fair job, I'm dead tired and haven't enough sleep. Come to think of it, I haven't had time to sleep in late in the morning everyday nor stay up till 2am like I used to.

Monday to Thursday: Working
Friday: Mandarin Class
Saturday: Piano Class

I only get to sleep in on Sunday *sob sob* I slept dead-pig every night without failure. I'm not having those unnatural-fast-hard-mode-heart-pumping anymore. Come to think of it, I don't remember when is the last time I'm having those unnatural heart beats. I didn't join in Jo Ann and Mei Yeen for shopping today even though I can make but it's not the right things for me to do and daddy wouldn't be happy. I agreed to help out Auntie Heng in her tuition center, it's my job to help out and not taking advantages to slack of since we're very close to each other.

Auntie Heng ask me to join in Modern Math Form 4 class to examine the teacher's teaching skills. Entering the room, I felt like I'm in Form 4 back, plus, my dress code today really looks like a student more than a part timer worker *chuckles* I refresh back my "Straight Lines" chapter. Seriously I were lost and didn't know what to do anymore. I admit I never were good in that chapter, struggled real hard to score in Modern Math Paper 2, no choice since it contributes a lot of marks, I can't afford to lose those marks!! I still remember I worked hard on that chapter in Add Math, once good, Modern Math isn't a problem anymore and I tend to use Add Math's equations and formula on Modern Math. When you get confident and smart, you'll tend to go on detour(higher standard), like showing off but I'm a Science Stream student, understandable for a Science Stream students to use such standard.

I was suppose to join in Chemistry Form 4 class as well but Sean arrived so I had to decline. Auntie Heng really wanted me to join in that class because her students are complaining unable to understand what the teacher is trying to teach. *Thinking* I was like that too back in my time. Auntie Heng thought Sean and I were staying for dinner since it gets really jam after 5pm and I'm really sick of it even though I am only the passenger. Can't afford to sleep when my brother became the driver. Only twice. Today I refrain myself from falling asleep and now, I wanna sleep. I really wanna stay for dinner on Monday and Thursday and also Friday next month *prays hard* Living in Selayang is really troublesome, travelling to everywhere in KL, definitely have to go through TRAFFIC JAM!! It's unavoidable!! I didn't choose wrongly on my University. I avoid traffic jam and waking up extra early when classes only starts in 2 hours time.

Reasons why I chose MMU:
  • I'll definitely staying there since Cyberjaya is too far from my home
  • Staying there means avoid jam and not a need to wake up 2 hours early before classes start
  • Staying there also means avoid mummy's nagging which I experienced in NS for 2 months and I enjoyed it a lot
  • I wanna live on my own(freedom) like how I did in NS
  • Get a closer relationships with him but it's a past now
  • Die die also don't want APIIT because of Sean and him there

Even though I get myself work up everyday but I still am not able to move on. Maybe I haven't find the right way yet. Sometimes, I've been wondering, if he request me back, how will I answer him?? Can I still accept him and go on like nothing happened?? when I really wanna him to accept me back. I always read in CC, I just have this small dreams that he'll really ask me back and also having this stupid small hope where I see from all lovey-dovey dramas: Fate. What will happen to either one of us when we do met up some years later? Married?? Single?? Available?? Unavailable?? Well, a girl can dream, can she?

It's only a small hope that will never come true, though. "Where there's no hope, there will not be miracles" quoted from a song. I have no guts to write an emo post *sigh* Just thinking about it, that's all. I'm happy by just troubling my minds with emo stuff.





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@23:15