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♥ 2010-11-29
Coincidence??

I don't know when
I don't know how
But I know something is starting right now~

Yes, it is a song lyric but it relates to my feeling right now.

I always bump into people when they are really PISSED OFF!!! Coincidence?? or fated?? or I'm just facing FP aka face problem??

Been through last semester 2-3 times, OH!! that was "ME" causing the pissing off~ ==" yeah, I'm always a trouble maker that no one can endure, if can, I salute!!! But so far, record is still null.

In 2nd semester, someone caused another person pissed off and that "another person" need someone to talk with, and found ME!!(maybe I'm just TOO hardcore online and doesn't mind people sms-ing, fb-ing or msn-ing meALL the time even I'm freakishly BUSY) telling me how he'd gone through his day and everyone kept on picking him to do stuff when he'd declined them properly but still people insisted him to do. Complicated to understand?? Go learn your English!! Before that, I think I'd been with another person with pissing off feeling too, but he gave me the feeling he'd gave up on helping because he couldn't do anything anymore, plus, he's not in that division and everything planned out so 'suddenly' and lack of man power obviously!! anyway, he did make up for another event, I think which is a bigger and awesome event (^.^) too bad I didn't attend due to some personal reason.

And coincidentally, both these person got pissed off of the same case, "Car Case". They're the GUY, some how being showered by societies by the 'responsibility' of fetching and driving ==" weird eh?? and when a girl said "Hard to drive at night" is totally a bullshit and an excuse for a guy. In my opinion, I DUNNO!!! I drive like kanasai!! Will only cause accident on the road and make other driver life miserable. But for me, I love people fetching me at night, especially a guy, safer?? Maybe, but the feeling is really nice and secure!! I love traveling by car at night!!

Ooookkkk, I lost my inspiration to blog on what I wanna blog. ROFL!!! That person back to his normal self, I think. Hopefully, my sense were right just through sms (>.<)" No need for me to emo and worrying. This week passed, I'm a VICTORIOUS!!

Hoping that he'll make my way,
Serene





i get off
@03:10
♥ 2010-11-19
Selfish Thoughts 01

I am annoying
I am selfish
I have a SUPER sucky attitude
and most importantly
I am nothing but a bothersome and a burden to you

I'll leave
I'll disappear
I'll stop

Good luck for you







i get off
@02:17
♥ 2010-11-17
Self-requirements

Self-requirements?? What self-requirements am I talking about?? academic?? pfffttt~ My self-requirement for academic dropped ever since streamyx reached my house ROFL unbelievably streamyx affected my academic result badly. I remembered how I chase/fight for the best result. I made sure every paper I sat, I got an improvement except BM ==" even if the subjects were hard, I'll still maintain mark. It's MARK not grade. Let say Grade B is 60-79, I got 70, I'll make sure I remain in 70 range, not below it even though it's still under Grade B but 60 and 70?? See the big gap in between??

Ok, back to topic, my self-requirement this time is about my future boyfriend. pfffttt~ Serene wanted a boyfriend?? Wonder if it's almost the end of the world. Wonder who's the unlucky guy getting Serene. One good thing I have to say about myself is I don't spend money on make ups and I don't waste time on make ups(DUHH) and those girlish stuff. BUT BUT BUT, I waste my time in bathroom bathing, ROFL!!! I'm sure EVERY girl about 90% made a list of requirements they wanted from their boyfriend, no doubts!!! why?? Because a girl like me always got complains from friends "Open-minded girl", "over reacted girl", "hyperactive", "Not feminine", too, have list of requirements of a boyfriend, IMPOSSIBLE, other girls DON'T!!

So, typical Serene listing out requirements of her future boyfriend, a few years ago:
  1. MUST taller than me. I'm already very short, shorter than me will be blacklisted IMMEDIATELY!!
  2. Must know IT/gadgets stuff. I don't want a person doesn't know IT/gadgets, talking to such person will end up a duck talking to a chicken. Preferably from IT courses.
  3. Have sense of humor.
  4. Ambitious (Who would want a boyfriend who doesn't have ambition)
  5. No Smoking. SMOKER?? Blacklisted from FRIEND LIST as well

Habits I don't mind my boyfriend having:
  1. Gamer. Dota, L4D, CS etc etc I don't mind even he's a hardcore as in really love those game and really need to have a few matches a day. I can tolerate with that because I watch dramas and I'm not free 24/7 too. But, please don't be TOO hardcore till left me alone(at least let me join in the game lar) and forgotten about studies
  2. Alcoholic drinker, since I love drinking alcohol too (^.^)V
  3. Love going out yum cha and ended up sleeping late
These are the list I listed out when I were still consider "young", still high school maa~ with those naive and picky thinkings of such guy actually exist?? even if he existed, he's probably taken.

This list can go into dustbin now. It's no longer needed nor followed. Ever since I got into University life, it's no more mixing with just only your age, class or same faculty friends. It's all about mixing around in your university, and friends you would get to know will not all be the same age as you anymore.

As I mentioned, preferably IT course guys because obviously they speak gadgets/IT but I see it wrongly, people who can speaks it need not be in IT, they could be other than IT but still knowledgeable. I have friends who studies other course but damn good in IT, better than me summore >.<" instead of the normal situation, instead of they come to me asking for IT source, I have to go to them. Irony huh? Sorry to say, my high school has less IT fella(actually I found none), even a NOOB IT fella like me was treated like an IT GODDESS, and my Computer Club was conducted by students and teachers have no ideas what we were discussing =="

Looking through my list again, I don't see any picky requirements >.<" normal and acceptable, pfftt~ But most important of all is my boyfriend can endure my annoying-childish-bratzy behaviors >.>" and love me for who I am, accept all my defects, love them all even though sometimes truly drive them crazy. I accept yours as much as you accept mine. I only want and wish to have a loving boyfriend that able to control my attitudes, need not be romantic in others eyes because you are mine and I am yours. And you need not shower me with your money, I don't mind paying my own meals because I don't need you to do so. I believe love is not only about treating/paying your partners everything.

I'm not searching hard now, I am enjoying my life so far. Leave everything to the god to decide my future and fate.

Toodles,
Aki

P.S: Sorry if you find it confusing, I wrote this in the middle of the night 5am. Not awaken in the middle of the night, is I did not sleep AT ALL!!
P.S: My "get-off" time is only 3am, don't worry it's not a mistake because I started blogging at 3am and stopped at 3.30am, went out, came back around 5.30am and continue blogging.





i get off
@02:52
♥ 2010-11-09
As being said~!!!

Previous post of mine: Rules??

I broke them ALL!! as said by him (T.T) "You already got what you wanted, obviously you will not follow those rules anymore la"

I wanna show him I WILL NOT!! Even though, no more earnings.

But
But
But
But

Disappointing!! I broke them all without me realizing it. I didn't realize I'd been sleeping at 3AM+ almost everyday, not even once earlier than that (maybe yes about 5-10mins early) Any difference?? (>.<")

I'm truly sorry for not acknowledging your teachings and lessons anymore. Ya, you're right, I am a hopeless gal that will never learn and turn the bad to good, instead kept on blaming own self, to improve myself to be better is almost impossible (excuses)

But, I still remember what you told me and will continue to strike harder to change my bad habits into good habits *finger crossed*

Cheerios,
Aki

PS: I have my own reasons why I kept on declining your awesomely drooling offers. Man, you have to stop doing that, it's seriously serious tempting. But, I am glad I were at home when such offers offered, still able to tahan *evil laugh*





i get off
@19:47